Copyright © 1980-2010 John O'Loughlin
Keith Logan hadn't been to a party in years and, now that he had met the hostess and been escorted into the tightly packed room where the festivities were taking place, he felt curiously shy and embarrassed, like a young adolescent on his first date. The room was certainly more crowded than expectations had led him to believe, and with the crowd went the noise of chatter and laughter, occasional coughs and shouts, elaborate gestures and sudden jerks.
Casting around for psychological support amidst the welter of strange faces, Logan's gaze fell upon the rather large head of the art critic Martin Thurber, and he immediately set about drawing the man's attention with a clear if rather brief wave of his hand, which, as if by a miracle, duly produced positive results. It was Thurber who had invited him along to the party in the first place, so it was only proper that the one familiar and vaguely sedate face in the room should act as a kind of life-support harness and straightaway come floating to his rescue through the choppy sea of animated faces swimmingly at large there. The hostess, who had so promptly answered the door to him a moment before, was already being pulled away by the call of duty to answer it to someone else, leaving Logan stranded in her turbulent wake just inside the large brightly lit drawing room in which he now floundered. Hence the curious shyness and embarrassment which had so suddenly descended upon him, in the absence of his customary self-confidence.
But Martin Thurber was coming to his rescue, brimming over, it appeared, with self-confidence and pleasure. "So glad you could make it, Keith," he announced, extending what seemed like a life-saving hand to the new arrival's nearest shoulder and gently patting it a few times. "I was beginning to fear you weren't coming."
Logan smiled in an ambivalent cross between apology and reassurance at the fair-haired, clean-shaven face before him, the light-blue eyes of which twinkled mysteriously and even a shade mischievously, it seemed to him, in the festive atmosphere. It was a wonder to himself that he had actually come, since the prospect of visiting this Highgate house unaccompanied, and without any foreknowledge whatsoever of who or what he would encounter there, had more than once cast a serious shadow of doubt over his prior resolution to turn up. But to have backed down at the last moment, after he had assured Thurber of his pressing desire to attend, would hardly have contributed towards the friendship which had recently sprung-up between them and, since he had precious few friends anyway, he thought it expedient not to disappoint the poor fellow. "I didn't want to turn up too early," he averred, following the termination of his ambiguous smile.
"And no difficulty finding your way here, I trust?" Thurber remarked.
"Nothing to grumble about,"
"Good." Thurber's eyes twinkled in an even more mysterious, not to say mischievous, fashion. He was just about to add some banality about no address being easier to find when a burst of piercing laughter from a group of revellers to their left interrupted the flow of his thoughts, inducing him, instead, to say: "Well, now that you've arrived, allow me to introduce you to our host."
A few yards to their right a well-groomed, silver-haired man of average build but more than average height was standing on the edge of one such group, gracefully chatting to an attractive young woman with light-green eyes who peered into his handsome face like a person intent upon discovering the secrets of the universe there. It was towards him that Thurber boldly advanced, dragging his reluctant acquaintance along by the sleeve.
"Allow me to introduce a highly talented novelist by name of Keith Logan," he respectfully interposed, compelling the man's attention. "Keith, this is Edward Hurst, our magnanimous host!"
Hurst smiled magnanimously before extending a rather clammy hand, which the newcomer dutifully clasped. "Delighted to meet you," he announced, focusing a sharp pair of dark-grey eyes upon the latter's aquiline nose. "I've heard a little about you from Martin, though I haven't yet got round to reading any of your books. But let me introduce you to someone who may have - Miss Greta Ryan, who is something of a writer in her own way."
He was of course referring
attractive young woman beside him, whose attention had, in the
shifted down a gear, so to speak, in its change of direction. She extended a slender hand and smiled shyly
through a moist pair of sensuous lips.
"I'm afraid I'll have to disappoint you too," she confessed,
"He's purely an abstractionist," Thurber revealed, coming to his social rescue again. "So what he writes is senseless from a representational or, rather, narrative and descriptive standpoint."
The dark-haired woman to whom he had just been introduced wanted to know why readers should be made conscious of the 'sound and symbolic nature' of words instead of being told a story, as with most novels. It didn't quite make sense to her, she confessed.
"It's not supposed to make
"No, in actual fact it only
sense from a philosophical and avant-garde angle," said
"Even to the extent of
This opinion could hardly be
win much approval from people like Edward Hurst and Greta Ryan, who
already a trifle tipsy and therefore not particularly interested in
what a sober abstract novelist had to say concerning the justification
It wasn't really, but Logan pretended otherwise, saying: "Yes, a beer would do fine," as he briefly turned towards the table on which bottles of wine, sherry, gin, whisky, and beer stood packed closely together waiting, like whores in a brothel, for prospective clients. Although the table was partly obscured by intervening guests, enough of it was visible from where he stood to leave him in no doubt as to the heterogeneous nature of its alcoholic contents, about which he felt obliged to entertain a private misgiving.
But Greta Ryan, who was less under the influence than their magnanimous host, seemed unwilling to let the matter rest where Logan had so awkwardly dropped it and asked him, in a slightly-strained and mocking tone-of-voice, whether he really thought what he wrote would induce people to turn away from symbols and dedicate themselves to the elusive attainment of pure knowledge and enlightenment instead? Wasn't it more likely that they would simply become bored with it and return to something more meaningful?
"Well, whether or not they do, the essential thing is that I should continue to explore the field in which I'm working until it wins wider approval, and not be disheartened or deflected by the indifference and even hostility it may incur from various people in the meantime," Logan replied confidently. "As a pioneer in the realm of literary progress, I must continue to forge ahead, in accordance with an appropriately pertinent response to the contemporary urban environment, no matter what others might think. If a majority of the reading public prefer straightforward stories of one kind or another, that's too bad! I can't force everyone up to a level transcending the fictional or, indeed, expect them to appreciate what I'm doing when they're insufficiently motivated or qualified to do so. I can only set an example, lead the way forwards in response to my duty as a serious writer, and hope that the comparatively small percentage of persons who now appreciate my work will be augmented, in due course, by a much wider public. By which time, however, the equivalent of the present few will doubtless have given-up reading altogether, having attained to a more transcendental context than currently exists, in which abstract literature, no less than abstract music or art, would have ceased to appeal to them."
Thurber had meanwhile
returned with a glass
of foaming beer, which he handed straight to
"Yes, I feel that it may be of some significance in furthering the rapidly escalating process of de-intellectualization upon which we're currently embarked, and thus contribute towards freeing us from the tyranny of verbal concepts," the abstract novelist averred. "It's merely a milestone on the road to total emancipation, timeless bliss. Whether we outgrow language, and hence literature, in another century or after several centuries ... is relatively unimportant. The essential thing is that we should eventually outgrow it, and I have no doubt that this is what we're currently engaged in doing - each according to his own fashion. If primitive men were beneath language, then it seems not unlikely that future men will be above it, especially the most advanced future men - those on the point of becoming godlike."
Thurber shook his head
slightly and tipped
back a stiff draught of wine. The
conversation was much too serious for his liking, and hardly the kind
he expected Eddie Hurst would take kindly to, bearing in mind his
nature. The beer in
"Well, in a way I suppose I do," Thurber replied half-heartedly, unsure of whether to take a conservative or a libertarian stance. "At least I'm of the opinion that, largely thanks to media like cinema and television, we're now taking pure seeing and abstract contemplation more seriously than ever before. Some of us are, at any rate."
"And would you agree that we're in the process of becoming godlike?" Greta asked, an ironic smile on her lips. "Or even goddess-like?" she added, as an afterthought.
Thurber glanced uneasily at Keith Logan and noted the slightly pained expression on the latter's ordinarily bland face. "Well, that's not really for me to say," he confessed, "since I don't make a study of such matters - unlike my, er, learned friend here. But for what it's worth, I do believe that we're closer to the godly these days than to the beastly. We're advanced men of sorts."
"Yes, I think it's fair to
the principal tendency of human evolution is towards the godlike,"
"And how, pray, do you conceive of the godlike?" Greta wanted to know, taking up the challenge.
"Yes, how do you?"
Unruffled, Logan replied: "The godlike appertains to a condition of life beyond man, in which the superconscious completely triumphs over the subconscious, and consequently egocentric dualism, appertaining to man at virtually any stage of his evolution, is transcended."
"Neither had I," Greta echoed, with a titter of disrespectful laughter.
"Well we do, which is why we
have a consciousness,"
"More correctly, the fusion-point between the subconscious and superconscious parts of the psyche which, translated into physiological terminology, corresponds to what have been called the old brain and the new brain, as discussed by Koestler in, amongst other works, Janus - A Summing Up," Logan replied, "the old brain being predominantly an emotional and sensuous phenomenon, the new brain, by contrast, having intellectual and spiritual implications which set it morally apart."
"I'm afraid I haven't read
the book in
"Well, whether or not you've read it," the writer rejoined, "the fact remains that a dichotomy in the psyche has long been acknowledged by psychologists and thinkers, and this dichotomy should be equated, in psychological terminology, with the subconscious and the superconscious, the meeting-point of which gives rise to everyday consciousness as we generally understand it."
Edward Hurst appeared to be even more perplexed than before. He didn't like the idea that Freud and the few other psychologists he had bothered to read in the past may not have said the last word on the psyche or, indeed, that what they had said may not always have corresponded to absolute truth. He didn't like it one little bit! Even so, he wasn't prepared to believe that this abstract novelist, whom he hadn't even set eyes on prior to Thurber's impertinent intrusion, was in possession of a more comprehensive assessment of the psyche than the textbook authorities themselves, irrespective of whether the textbooks he happened to have read weren't exactly the most up-to-date ones but, like their authors, a shade time-worn. Still, let the novelist speak, let him entertain! Consciousness, then, was a consequence of the fusion of subconscious and superconscious minds, and all one had to do to become godlike was transcend this fusion and break away into - what?
"Pure spirit, in which the
to have any say and we attain to the post-human millennium, to the
salvation which, in its wisdom, Christianity has been promising us for
"You mean our future descendants will," interposed Thurber, who was reminded of what he had already learnt on the subject from previous discussions with the novelist.
"Yes, precisely!" the latter rejoined. "Not us personally but, rather, those who'll correspond to the culmination of human evolution and thus vindicate, through their spiritual perfection, the long and often difficult struggle of humanity to perpetuate itself. We exist, believe it or not, as mortal links in the chain of human evolution, as means to a higher end, torchbearers on the road to ultimate truth. Even the great mystics, such as Saint Teresa and St John of the Cross, were no more than links, if relatively important ones, in the evolutionary chain - pointers, as it were, in the general direction of millennial salvation. Their occasional moments of ecstasy, of spiritual enlightenment, during which the ego was eclipsed by the superconscious, would indeed appear paltry by comparison with the ecstatic experiences of people living, say, hundreds of years into the future, who will doubtless be able to tune-in, as it were, to their superconscious minds on a much more frequent, not to say intensive, basis. And compared with beings who spent all of their time in the superconscious, who had become completely godlike, such transient ecstasies of transcendent beatitude as were experienced by the leading mystics of the past would indeed pale to a comparative insignificance - highly significant though they undoubtedly were to their recipients at the moment of experience! But anyone who had transcended the subconscious - and hence egocentric reference - to the extent of existing wholly in the superconscious wouldn't be concerned with what had gone before anyway, with the comparatively modest degree of enlightenment attained by those who'd had the misfortune to have been born into a lower stage of human evolution. For his consciousness would be totally immersed in the divine light, and, as such, no reflections on the thorny subject of spiritual progress through the centuries would occur to him. He would have ceased to relate to the world of human evolution, having left the last vestiges of humanity behind."
At this point, Greta Ryan
cast a dubious
glance at her host and sought temporary refuge in the sweet wine
to-hand. For his part,
No, he didn't like the idea of being no more than a fragile link in a terribly long chain one little bit! Yet although he was impatient with the conversational trend, and annoyed that a perfectly frivolous evening was becoming, in spite of alcoholic indulgence, a matter of serious debate, he couldn't resist the temptation to ask his guest what he thought about the Afterlife - in other words, about the prospect of life-after-death - and whether it didn't have more applicability to salvation than this business of a post-human millennium. "I mean, don't you think that salvation will come, if it's to come at all, the other side of the grave?"
Keith Logan emphatically shook his head. "I've no use for traditional concepts of life-after-death," he confessed, casting his gaze upon all three listeners successively. "Neither in the sense of a paradise to which the Good are admitted, nor in the rather more puzzling sense of a disembodied state which enables spirits to travel around, visit elderly females and dictate messages, dream their own dreams, perform miraculous feats of a mathematical order, or do any number of other things scarcely imaginable to the living."
"What about the Oriental concept of a posthumous Clear Light ... with which the spirits of the dead either merge, and thus experience spiritual salvation in undiluted transcendence or, assuming they can't bring themselves to do that, continue to dream their past and, indeed, certain future experiences until such time as, circumstances permitting, they can return to the world in the guise of a new-born child?" This time it was Greta who was putting the question, and she was of course alluding to the type of afterlife hypothesis explored by Aldous Huxley in Time Must Have a Stop - a novel in which Eustace Barnack, its principal character and afterlife 'guinea pig', is given a choice between merging with the Clear Light of the Void or retaining his egocentric personality, and eventually opts for the latter, thereby necessitating reincarnation.
"That isn't a view Aldous Huxley would have agreed with," Greta countered, recalling to mind what the great author had written on the subject of the Ground and its relation to the Father in The Devils of Loudun.
"I quite agree,"
"So, according to your assessment of religious evolution, the Ground is purely illusory," Greta rejoined in a solemn tone-of-voice.
"I find it difficult not to believe so," confirmed Logan, who was now obliged to compromise with the reference he had made to Huxley's theory and not deepen the discussion to include a distinction between the Creator as Jehovah and the Creator as Father, Judaic and Christian alternatives, and the possible closer association of the Ground to the former than to the latter, which, after all, was less an Oriental extrapolation from, in all probability, a major star of the Galaxy ... than one partly extrapolated, in Occidental fashion, from the sun and partly from the phallus of pagan precedent, in order to accommodate both the earthly Mother and the lunar Son - a thing which the Jews, with their religious objectivity in regard to the concept of Creator, had been unprepared to do. And for good reason, since there is no contiguity between what is truly stellar on the alpha plane of creative deity and what is extrapolated from the moon as a 'Son of God', and therefore no possibility of a solar Father in the Christian sense. "All that really concerns us as post-Christian transcendentalists," he went on, "is this intimation of God - as joy, light, spirit, etc., - in the superconscious mind. Outside of it there is just the world, the planets, stars, galaxies. If the Holy Spirit is to emerge from anywhere, it can only be from the superconscious."
Having maintained a discreet if peeved silence during the preceding rather too esoteric conversation for his liking, Edward Hurst now ventured to ask the novelist whether he really thought that man would eventually become godlike by transcending the subconscious mind altogether. "After all," he continued, snorting slightly in supercilious detachment, "isn't it somewhat unlikely that man will ever desire to live wholly in a transcendent state-of-mind, and thus forsake all consciousness of the outside world?"
Greta endorsed this question with a snigger. "And how would he survive?" she wanted to know.
"Obviously, I'm not in a
know for sure what will happen,"
At this remark,
"I shouldn't be at all
"Well, I'd find it extremely difficult to believe that we just appeared on the face of the earth, kind of out-of-the-blue, especially in a world where everything can be claimed to have evolved from something lower, including the apes themselves," Logan retorted, frankly surprised by Hurst's naiveté. "After all, we know that the earliest men tended to look more beastly, more ape-like in appearance, than their properly human successors. In all probability, their immediate predecessors were if not apes then certainly something correspondingly bestial and pre-human. They doubtless went on four legs, or two legs and two arms, more often than they walked."
"And presumably they were subject to subconscious dominion," Greta suggested, returning to the fray.
"Certainly to a greater
extent than the
"For a life form completely dominated by the subconscious," he went on, warming to his theme, "one has to turn to the plant world - to vegetables, trees, flowers, shrubs, etc., which are wholly sensuous and constitute the lowest level of organic life, a level which evolution is gradually working away from in the guise of man who, if he subsequently succeeds in transcending his humanity, should attain to a level radically antithetical to that of subconscious stupor ... in superconscious bliss, and thus bring evolution to completion. Thus it isn't so much the beasts that are antithetical to the godlike as ... the plants - those victims of perpetual darkness. And because a life form exists which signifies complete enslavement to the subconscious, we have no reason to doubt that a life form can't eventually be brought into existence which will signify complete freedom from the subconscious and, consequently, total allegiance to the superconscious. The fact of the existence of the one presupposes the possibility of the future existence of the other - the former in diversity, the latter in unity. We have no reason, therefore, to deride it out-of-hand."
"So it would appear that earthly evolution is a journey, so to speak, from plants to gods or, rather, the godlike," Thurber remarked, feeling it was about time he contributed something to the debate again, "and that animals and men are the in-between developments en route, the sharers of utilitarian consciousness."
"You must have a poor opinion of nature," Greta deduced, following a short pause.
"Generally speaking I
"But surely nature is a part of God's creation," Hurst objected, frowning menacingly, "and that if one is to worship God, one should do so through His creations, through the beauty of the flowers and the goodness and wholesomeness of the fruit, vegetables, grain, etc., which He has caused to grow. Not to mention through the beauty of the autonomous life-forms He has also made."
"It's all very well to worship what you call God through such natural creations as we can take pleasure in or deduce some profit from," Logan retorted. "But what of those creations that we can't? What, for example, of all the stinging nettles that exist and would doubtless exist in far greater abundance if man didn't take the trouble to root them out or cut them back? What of all the weeds that likewise would exist in far greater abundance if allowed to do so? What of those trees or bushes upon which grow various types of poison berry? What of the prickly thorns, dense bracken, destructive creepers, poisonous toadstools, hurtful brambles? What, too, of the disease-ridden swamps, treacherous quicksands, man-eating plants, active volcanoes, periodic earthquakes, suffocating jungles? What of tarantulas, vipers, piranhas, sharks, mosquitoes, vultures, lice, rats, skunks, barracudas, stingrays, men-of-war, wolves, foxes, pythons, flies, gnats, crocodiles, locusts, wasps, etc., ad nauseam?
Tiger, tiger, burning bright
In the forests of the night.
What immortal hand or eye
Dare frame thy fearful symmetry?
"And what of all those
go on two legs whom one is unable to take pleasure in - congenital
criminals, ruthless oppressors and exploiters, mass murderers and
hypocrites and liars, bullies and vandals, rapists and perverts, et al? Is one to thank God for having put them
too?" He looked from face to
face, dwelling more lengthily on
"So you assume!" snapped Hurst with the air of a man who knew better, and, desiring to restore himself to the party spirit the intellectual intrusion of Keith Logan had effectively dampened, he abruptly turned away from the three people in whose presence he had spent the past thirty minutes and swiftly headed in the direction of a vivacious group of conversationalists across the far side of the room, whose revelry suggested that they were oblivious of anything Logan might have said.
"Well," sighed Greta, suddenly conscious of an uneasy vacuum created by their host's departure, "I suppose I ought to refill my wine glass while the opportunity prevails." And, so saying, she took herself off in the general direction of the booze.
Thurber shook his head
slightly and sought
temporary refuge in his own glass of wine.
The evening hadn't really turned out as he had hoped, and
because he hadn't expected
"Well," Logan sighed in turn, after he had taken stock of the room's other human contents, most of whom looked pretty unprepossessing to him, "is there anyone else you wish to introduce me to?"
"Er, yes, I suppose there is," Thurber responded somewhat shamefacedly, and this time he emitted a faint but audible grunt of despair.
"You do find yourself some strange friends, don't you?" Greta chuckled, as she ran a playful hand over the back of Martin Thurber's neck and drew herself a little closer to him on the settee. "Talking all the time about evolution and God and the superconscious, when we ought to have been enjoying ourselves over much lighter matters! One would have thought we were at a college lecture rather than at a perfectly innocuous party!"
Thurber smiled in agreement
and cast her an
apologetic glance. "Yes, Keith
Logan is a somewhat serious man," he conceded. "Though
dare say that, had I known more
about him before tonight, I'd never have invited him along to
"Well, let's hope you don't live to regret it," Greta commented, becoming a shade more serious.
"How d'you m-mean?" he stammered.
"Yes, you needn't remind
exclaimed Thurber, who then sighed and rested his head on the back of
settee, eyes staring up imploringly, one would have thought, at the
ceiling. "But what could
"That's not for me to say, is it?" Greta rejoined, removing her by-now inconvenienced hand from behind Thurber's neck and resting it on his nearest shoulder instead. "Though the most likely response would be to leave you out of the guest list he draws up for any future party he may hold."
"I could quite live with that!" averred the art critic with gusto.
"Maybe, but that's only the
likely response," said Greta.
"There's always the possibility, on the other hand, that he
do something worse.... Like prohibiting you from contributing any
articles to his periodical out of fear they would reflect
Thurber suddenly swallowed hard and sharply turned his head in Greta's direction. "You’re kidding!" he cried.
"I wish I were," she responded. "But where someone as temperamental as Eddie Hurst is concerned, one can never be sure."
"It's a sobering thought," Thurber admitted, his head still somewhat tipsy from the combined effects of little over ten glasses of white wine.
"Well, as yet it's only a thought, so let's hope it remains one," sighed Greta, before relapsing into silence.
For the past six months Martin Thurber had regularly contributed to the arts magazine which Hurst edited, and throughout that time he hadn't given so much as a single thought to what would happen to him or where he would alternatively send his art reviews if the editor decided to dispense with them. He had been so confident that they would continue to meet with Hurst's approval that the prospect of being left without a magazine to regularly contribute to ... seemed no less remote than the prospect of being left without regular material to contribute to it. Yet what if Hurst were to drop him? He mentally shuddered at the thought of it! He wouldn't necessarily find another quality magazine so willing to publish him - at least not immediately. Had it not been for the fact that he knew Hurst's son at school and been acquainted with one or two of the magazine's regular contributors, it's most unlikely that he would have got his reviews accepted in the first place. Another time he might not have such luck. But, of course, it was only supposition on Greta's part, and he knew from experience that her imagination tended to run off the rails - especially after she had imbibed a few too many drinks!
"A curious thing actually,
didn't see much of
"I shouldn't worry yourself," Greta advised him, patting his nearest shoulder. "After all, it isn't fair on the others that we should expect him to be talking to us all the time, is it?"
"No, but ... well, did you get an opportunity to talk with him again?" Thurber asked.
Greta shook her head. "As a matter of fact I spent most of the
remaining time in conversation with Yvette Sanderson and Sheila Kells, plus a little time with you," she
revealed. "Frankly, I'd had enough of his
"I expect it comes with practice," Thurber commented matter-of-factly.
"Yes, but really!" Greta exclaimed. "You might incline to believe he's an imbecile when, in reality, he seems to be one of the most intelligent and enlightened of men. And not unhandsome either, if his large eyes, thin nose, and neat little mouth are anything to judge by! I'm surprised he turned up alone. Doesn't he have a wife or girlfriend, then?"
With a gentle shrug of the shoulders, Thurber replied: "I don't honestly know, though I shouldn't be surprised if he doesn't, what with that air of saintliness about him. As yet, I haven't inquired that deeply into his private affairs, partly from fear of giving offence and partly because he hasn't given me any encouragement to, but I'm under the impression that he's more accustomed to solitude than company, at any rate." Indeed, had he been completely honest with his girlfriend, Thurber would also have admitted to being under the impression that she had taken a fancy to the novelist in spite of her surface objections to much of what he said that evening. But because he didn't wish to offend her in any way, least of all now that he was in her flat and had it in mind to ravish her seductive body in due course, he contented himself with intimating, instead, that Logan had taken a fancy to her, if only to gauge her responses.
"Oh, what makes you say that?" she asked, breaking into an intrigued smile.
"Simply what he told me
attractiveness of the young lady he'd been standing near prior to
"How flattering!" Greta exclaimed. "I wouldn't have expected him to say such a thing, especially as we didn't exactly see eye-to-eye during the greater part of our conversation."
Thurber felt a trifle disconcerted by this all-too-evident admission, but he could tell, all the same, that Greta was secretly gratified. "Well, the fact of your mental differences evidently didn't preclude him from appreciating your physical ones," he facetiously declared, lying through his teeth.
"And when, exactly, did he reveal his impression of me to you, if that's not an impertinent question?" Greta wanted to know.
Slightly disconcerted by the necessity of improvising yet another lie on the spur-of-the-moment, Thurber said: "Whilst you were having your glass refilled and I was about to introduce him to someone else."
"Oh, I see." Greta emitted a faint laugh and drew her legs up closer to him. "Well, I suppose I am attractive, aren't I?" she remarked.
"Naturally," he admitted, placing a deferential hand on her nearest knee. "Even in dark-blue stockings and a light-grey skirt."
"Perhaps more so where men
This time it was Thurber's turn to laugh. "Yes, that could be true," he agreed. "Such an appearance would doubtless appeal to his serious-mindedness." He rubbed his hand gently backwards and forwards across that part of her thigh just above the knee, and then softly asked what she was wearing underneath her skirt?
"See for yourself," she blandly advised him, smiling.
He lifted up the rim of her skirt and shyly peered underneath. "Hmm, a short pink slip and ..." he deliberated a moment, lifted up the slip and peered underneath that too, "... oh, complementary colours! What taste! What discernment! A prim exterior and a naughty, seductive interior! One of your favourite ploys!"
"And one that you well-nigh insist on!" she reminded him.
"Yes, prude and whore in one," Thurber confirmed. "What could be more alluring? Outside - the perfectly respectable, responsible, and admirable social lady. Inside or, rather, underneath - the ... well ..."
"Not exactly the converse of all that," he remarked, teetering on the brink of shame, "but certainly something approximating to it."
"Martin!" She playfully slapped his wandering hand.
"The shameless seducer and arch-sensualist whose sexy undies make it perfectly clear that the lady in question has a private life and, at times, a rather active one, too!" he exclaimed smilingly.
"Only because you make it so, you dirty brute!" she retorted, pouting sensuously.
"I wish I could believe you," he laughed. "But when you dress like this ..." again he lifted up the rim of her skirt "... well, who's to say to what extent I'm responsible for my behaviour?"
"Anyone would think you were an old-fashioned behaviourist!" Greta objected.
Thurber smiled and said: "Well, you're my stimulus, my motivation, as Schopenhauer would say, and when I tell you to sport an arse, I do so in response to the very obvious fact that you happen to have one, and that it happens, moreover, to be an exquisitely proportioned and admirably shaped arse - an arse in a million, if you'll permit me to flatter the panties off you in Logan's stead."
Greta blushed faintly and giggled in apparent confirmation of her lover's estimation. "And are you going to tell me to sport it this evening?" she joked.
"Certainly not!" he replied. "But the fact remains that I could do so if I really wanted to, couldn't I? I could even avail myself of the clysters if I thought an old-fashioned enema would be of any sexual use to you? I could spank or strap your behind until it was as red as an acutely embarrassed or even angered face, like Eddie Hurst's. I could even stand you on your head and stare down at your rear-end from above."
"You horrible bully!" Greta protested ironically.
"Well, of course, I won't do any of those things," Thurber declared, lowering his voice a little. "For they would only bore or depress me. Yet the fact remains that I could get you to do more or less anything I wanted, couldn't I?"
There was a modest silence on Greta's part.
"Couldn't I?" he repeated, almost threateningly.
"Hmm, I suppose so," she at last conceded. "Provided, however, that it didn't unduly inconvenience me or cause me too much pain."
Thurber smiled his satisfaction - the satisfaction, one might be forgiven for imagining, of a baby who had just received its dummy and was now perfectly content with life. "Yes, quite," he confirmed, nodding. "But the fact that you are prepared to obey most of my orders is one of the things I particularly admire about you.... If, on the other hand, you were as modest and prudish in private as you generally aspire to being in public, I should never be able to stand you. But the contrast between your two selves - the public-spirited lady and the private-sensuous whore - is exquisitely endearing to me and rarely fails to arouse my desire. To think that the well-educated and highly-cultured person who is discussing evolution and some kind of futuristic millennium with a fanatically progressive novelist like Keith Logan, one hour, also happens to be the highly seductive sensual creature who allows me to raise her skirt and, hopefully, stimulate her clitoris the next - well, it's always a source of amazement to me! To say that we live in one world would indeed be a gross understatement!"
Greta listened in half-humorous resignation to the sordid confessions which issued, in hyperbolic disarray, from the indiscreet mouth of the somewhat wine-intoxicated art critic beside her, while his hand continued to rove, as though by remote control, over her blue-stockinged thighs and even, she could barely fail to notice, over parts of the more ample flesh above the level where the stocking came to an abrupt end! She had heard variations on this crazy theme before anyway, so they came as no great surprise or revelation to her. Had it not been for the fact that she knew exactly how Thurber's paradoxical little mind worked, she wouldn't have taken the trouble to conform to his specifications of the split personality, the lady/whore, in the first place, but would have dressed in some other way - possibly with a more flamboyant or sexy external appearance than tonight. But by now she was perfectly acquainted with his needs, and thus in no doubt as to the best ways of satisfying them.
Not that she always made a point of dressing according to his ambiguous requirements. For there were days, fortunately to say, when she didn't see him or he her, times when it was possible for her to return to a less formal appearance and even dispense with the antithetical complement of sexy undies. On such days - less frequent, alas, than formerly - she would simply dress to please herself, whether that entailed a reversal of her customary role or, alternatively, a complete negation of it in either a totally prim or a totally seductive one-sidedness. But as soon as it became known that Thurber would be visiting her or vice versa, back would come the dual images he particularly admired. And, of course, he would take her out to dinner, sport her around town, revel in her ladylike appearance and conduct, her ennobling and educative turns of speech, the generally prim mien she was under obligation to maintain as much as possible, especially at the concert hall or theatre where, invariably, they would witness one of the more serious and spiritually edifying performances or productions - a Beethoven concerto or a Shakespeare tragedy, a Tchaikovsky symphony or an Ibsen indictment of bourgeois convention. Finally, after a decorous return-journey to either his or her flat, he would deprive her of her outer garments, her ladylike persona, and, goaded-on by the tantalizing spectacle of what lay seductively beneath, proceed to revel in the very opposite qualities from those he had previously esteemed, dragging her through the most excruciatingly carnal of sensuous abandonments, whispering and sometimes fairly bellowing foul epithets or denigrating phrases into her tiny ears, and behaving, in short, with all the undisguised relish of a full-blooded satyr bent on completely dominating the object of its lust.
Oh yes, there could be no doubt as to the kind of relationship Martin Thurber particularly liked, and, despite occasional lapses of conduct or appearance, Greta had done her best to make sure he damn well got it! She had done her best tonight, at Hurst's party, to play up to her public image of decorous lady, and now she would do her best to let her hair down, as it were, and adopt the very opposite role. It suited her to play along with Thurber's demands, since she also profited from them. And even if, to a superficial eye, it might appear rather constricting to dress in a specific way, according to the aforementioned criteria, she knew from experience that there were numerous possibilities to be exploited - possibilities which encompassed anything from dark, tight-fitting knee-length skirts and dresses for the public image ... to brightly coloured slips, panties, suspender belts, G-strings, and brassieres for the private one. Once one had mastered the basic rules of the game, in Koestlerian parlance, there was no shortage of viable strategies! The very fact that Thurber had been agreeably surprised by her all-pink attire was sufficient proof of that!
"So now I begin to
understand why you
specifically invited Keith Logan along to
Thurber smiled defensively. "That's only part of the truth," he conceded, continuing to stroke and fondle her thigh as though she were no more than a lump of dough to be kneaded into some sort of commercial shape prior to a pressing transaction.
"And were you pleased by the performance we gave you?" she inquired of him.
"Yes, in general," he
replied. "Though I was less than
pleased by the fact that
"Unlike you, who can only bring out the beast," Greta quipped, simultaneously proffering him another of her playful slaps. "But, really, you could have told him that I was your regular girlfriend or something. Had you done so, he might not have said what he apparently revealed to you about me, when I was out of earshot."
"What, that you were
attractive?" And all of a sudden
Thurber began to blush, and to a degree quite untypical of the man. "Well, I soon let him know who you were
once he had said it," he lied.
"That shut him up! But I
didn't really have time to introduce him to you earlier, for
Greta smiled her acknowledgement of this rather cryptic statement and momentarily abandoned herself to picturing the novelist's face in her mind's eye - seeing once again the dark-brown hair, smooth brow (rather Nietzschean in its elevation, she thought, and obviously that of a highbrow), gently aquiline nose, firm lips, and angular chin. She imagined him sitting next to her on the settee instead of Thurber, imagined his hand on her leg and his breath on her hair. Would he be as good at loving her as at lecturing her about evolution and the coming post-human millennium, she wondered? Curiously there was no reason to suppose the contrary, not if he really found her attractive and was as romantically disposed as his handsome appearance might have led one to suppose. Yet if he didn't have a wife or even ... no, there was no point indulging in idle conjectures about him. Better to concentrate on what lay to-hand than to imagine greater and probably illusory pleasures elsewhere. At least Thurber could be depended upon to come to the point eventually, even if he did have a rather strange way of going about it.
She abandoned her little
erotic reverie and
returned to the real world, to the face and hands of the art critic
she had shared most of her body and a good part of her mind in unbroken
fidelity these past eight months. She
could tell that he was gradually coming to the point, gradually
caresses beyond the confines of her thigh and the sartorial barriers of
public modesty. But not yet, alas, had
he arrived at that point, preliminary to the ultimate one, where he was
committed to her body and conscious of nothing else!
There was still something which made it
necessary for him to draw out his petting as long as possible. Perhaps all the wine he had drunk at
"So who did you introduce Keith to after our little group broke up?" she nonchalantly inquired of her lover.
Thurber looked surprised. "Didn't you see?" he exclaimed.
"I was too busy talking with Yvette," she confessed.
"Oh, well, as a matter of
fact I was
on the point of introducing him to Colin Patmore
Paul Fleshman came wandering over and
upon us," the art critic explained.
"He wanted to talk, curiously, about his latest exhibition at
the Fairborne Gallery, and hoped that, if
I was intending to
review it for
"And what, if anything, did Keith Logan have to say to him?" Greta asked.
"For once, believe it or not, I did most of the talking," Thurber answered, "so he didn't overtax his voice. Other than being keen to discover what kind of an artist Fleshman was, he contented himself with listening to what we had to say to each other and savouring the taste of his beer. As it happened, he was rather relieved to learn that Fleshman's art is mostly abstract, and duly accepted an invitation to attend the exhibition with me next week, when it opens. It should be interesting to hear what he has to say about it - assuming he'll turn up."
"Hmm, so it should," Greta murmured and, with a sudden impatience for the subject of art, she nestled-up still closer to Thurber and ran her hand through his wiry hair, thereupon causing him to renew his assault upon her modesty with greater resolve than before. It was now becoming increasingly apparent to her that he was approaching that point where parties, novelists, artists, exhibitions, and art criticisms counted as nothing, and only the lure of her flesh mattered. In another minute she would find herself deprived of even the last rather flirtatious vestiges of her modesty, as he tore the remaining clothes from her and forcibly, almost brutally, thrust himself upon her in a frenzy of obsessive carnality. She would have ceased to be the decorous lady and become, instead, the indecorous whore - to her considerable relief!
later than usual when, the following Sunday morning, Edward
arrived down to breakfast and, with a faint air of embarrassment,
wife and the one guest who had remained overnight, that being the tall,
dark-haired thirty-seven-year-old by name of Colin Patmore,
at one time been a literary critic but was now, like his
brother-in-law, the chief editor of a monthly arts periodical based in
West End. He had been speaking to his
elder sister of the ups-and-downs of this periodical prior to
"Feeling any better this morning?" he asked, as the latecomer took a seat at the opposite end of the small rectangular table and, before his wife could do anything, proceeded to pour himself a cup of black coffee.
"It was really rather silly of you to have drunk so much wine, wasn't it?" scolded Valerie Hurst, who looked completely refreshed by her night's sleep.
"Well, I suppose I must have got carried away," her husband responded, as he gently sipped the steaming contents of his cup.
"Which is a thing we all do from time to time," Patmore sympathized, smiling.
"Oh, really?" Patmore exclaimed, holding back the uneaten part of a slice of thickly buttered toast which he had been about to put into his ravenous mouth. "I'm afraid I must confess to having been similarly saddled with the asshole later on, and by no less a person than the little scoundrel in question."
"Ah well, perhaps you can
how I felt about the matter last night," said
Valerie Hurst poured herself, Patmore declining, a third cup of tea - tea being her preference to coffee - and confessed to not having had the dubious privilege of being drawn into conversation with the man herself. "All I can remember is answering the door to him when he arrived," she lightly concluded.
"It would have been better
had you not
admitted him!" her husband asseverated with an air of outraged
innocence. "He hadn't come to enter
into the party spirit. Only to defy and
override it." There was an
anguished pause while
Colin Patmore smiled a shade patronizingly, and then said: "Fortunately, he didn't have much to say on that subject to me, but contented himself, instead, with discussing literature and the arts, in accordance with his apparent capacity as an avant-garde novelist. He was of the opinion that any art form which doesn't reflect our growing allegiance to the superconscious is essentially anachronistic or reactionary."
"Well, I take it you won't be inviting Thurber to any future parties you may throw," Patmore deduced, swallowing the rest of his toast.
"Not if he brings people
here again, I won't!"
"Oh yes, quite easily!"
"Yes, you may be right," Patmore conceded, nodding vaguely. "Though, as you well know, I have more experience of literary critics myself, and there doesn't seem to be too many of those around - at least, not good ones. But supposing you do drop him, he'll still be able to find himself an alternative publication, won't he?"
It was really meant as a
"Isn't his girlfriend a journalist?" interposed Valerie Hurst inquisitively, pushing her half-empty cup of mild tea to one side and leaning forwards onto the table with fingers crossed in a businesslike manner.
"Yes, but only on a rather intermittent freelance basis," her husband confirmed. "She's essentially a short-story writer, as I thought you knew." And he might have added something to the effect that she was a rather attractive one too, had he not preferred, for his wife's sake, to merely call her good looks to mind and momentarily dwell on the possibility of taking sexual advantage of them in due course.
Yes, it had indeed been a pleasure talking to her prior to Thurber's rude intrusion, one doubtless motivated by a degree of jealousy, and he now sincerely regretted that it hadn't lasted longer. Still, there was always the possibility they would meet again sometime and endeavour to renew their acquaintanceship, even if on a relatively clandestine basis. But whether Greta Ryan would have any bearing on Thurber's immediate fate was another matter, and not one that he really cared to entertain. After all, he couldn't very well expect her to take kindly to any intentions he might have to dispense with the journalistic services of her current lover - assuming the critic really meant anything to her. He would certainly have to make up his mind on that score, indeed he would! For if he sincerely wanted to avenge himself on Thurber for the humiliating experiences of the previous evening, not to mention this morning's hangover, then he had better resign himself to sacrificing the possibility of future meetings with the latter's girlfriend. On the other hand, if he wanted to see Greta again ...
"... and quite a good short-story writer, too," Patmore was saying, evidently in response to his brother-in-law's previous comment. "I've read and published one or two of her more recent stories."
"Yes, well, it's highly
Thurber would find alternative publication in any literary magazine,"
"I see," said Valerie for no apparent reason. "But what about Mr Logan, does he contribute articles to magazines?" The question was primarily addressed to her brother.
"To tell you the truth, I don't honestly know," Patmore replied, frowning. "Though if all his writing is nonsensical or, rather, non-representational, then I rather incline to doubt it. After all, what self-respecting magazine would seriously consider publishing stuff like that? Not mine, at any rate! And, as far as I know, it has never been expected to do so, either."
"And yet he has had
"Indeed," Patmore judiciously conceded, his thin brows raised in an appropriate show of puzzlement. "Evidently by one of the metropolis' more avant-garde publishers who have a rather poetic sense of literary abstraction. Probably a firm always on the brink of liquidation, like himself. I mean, he can't be making that much money from them, can he?" Which rhetorical statement was followed, after a short pause, by the question: "How many people do you know who read - if that's the correct word - completely abstract novels?"
"None," the Hursts replied simultaneously.
"Well, there you are!" said Patmore reassuringly. "Unless he gets a subsidy from the Arts Council or has some private means that we don't know about ..."
"Or also writes less unconventionally for some periodical, possibly under a pseudonym which none of us has ever heard of," Valerie suggested.
"Yes, that's always possible," Patmore conceded, nodding vaguely and even a shade regretfully. "After all, if he can still talk sense, there's no reason for us to suppose that he can't also write it, if circumstances oblige."
There was a titter of
"Exactly what I think"
"It takes a brave man to do such a thing," Patmore opined. "Either that or a lunatic."
"Well, you can guess what he
Once again, to the accompaniment of a further titter of disrespectful laughter from Valerie Hurst, a faint sigh emerged from Colin Patmore. "Yes, so I was led to believe from a few educative words the novelist had with me," he ironically declared. "Perhaps that explains why Christianity is no longer as influential as formerly, bearing in mind the diminishing status of the subconscious, and hence of the Devil and all his followers. The concept of Hell no longer inspires any great fear in the great majority of people because it has ceased to correspond to a major psychological reality, ceased to dominate our consciousness to the extent it must have done when mankind was more psychologically balanced between the dark and the light."
"Bah! You sound as though
"Well, to a degree I suppose I do," Patmore confessed, blushing slightly, "insofar as it is generally true to say that we no longer go in any great fear of Hell. The question then presents itself - are we therefore prepared to take the concept of Heaven more seriously, and, if so, can it be deemed compatible with a belief in some utopian millennium of a post-human order?"
"But I thought you didn't approve of that?" Valerie objected.
"I don't," her brother confirmed.
"Yet, presumably, you're
prepared to give more credence to Heaven,"
"Only when it's equated with a kind of posthumous Clear Light, as in the context advocated by Aldous Huxley," admitted Patmore with an affirmative nod.
"Ah, but that's precisely
Logan wouldn't approve of!"
"And would doubtless think poorly of anyone who didn't," Valerie Hurst confidently surmised in the swift wake of her husband's retort.
"Well, he can think what he bloody-well likes," said Patmore sternly. "But I, for one, have no sympathy with the idea. To me, an afterlife in which some kind of spiritual salvation is possible seems a more feasible, not to say tolerable, conjecture than an evolutionary climax of indefinite spiritual bliss being posited as occurring at sometime in the distant future."
"Ditto for me,"
"Not very flattering to our egos, is it?" Patmore deduced, frowning characteristically.
"Quite," his host sympathized, with a vaguely reproachful nod. "But, curiously, Mr Logan would seem to be a little less egocentric than us, a little further ahead of us along the path of evolution, as it were, and thus not quite so upset by the likelihood that salvation, when and if it comes, will only come to those who are at the end of the path rather than to those who, like ourselves, are approximately at the half-way stage or maybe a little beyond that."
"You mean he has proletarian leanings," Patmore inferred, letting the ideological cat out of the bourgeois bag in which posthumous salvation complacently slumbered, to the detriment of millennial futurity.
"So it would appear,"
The guest smiled knowingly. "Well, maybe that explains why he didn't
quite enter into the spirit of your party last night," he opined,
each of the
"Which, to all appearances,
damn-well succeeded in doing!"
"Have another black coffee," his wife dutifully advised him, noticing the empty cup in front of his plate.
"Yes, I think I'd better," he meekly agreed, accepting her suggestion without demur.
As arranged in advance, Keith Logan met Martin Thurber outside the Fairborne Gallery in the Strand and, stepping through its revolving glass doors, they paid the requisite entrance fee at a nearby kiosk and calmly proceeded in the general direction of the exhibition, which, despite the early hour, was already attracting a fair amount of critical attention.
"Have you ever been here before?" Thurber asked, as they respectfully approached the inner sanctum.
"Well, as you'll see, there are two rooms here, and Paul Fleshman is exhibiting in one of them," the art critic revealed.
"Who's in the second?"
"A younger and less controversial artist by name of Joseph Philpott, whose works we shall also be viewing."
They had arrived at the larger of the two rooms, in which a cross-section of Fleshman's work now reposed and, one behind the other, the two friends stepped into its brightly lit interior, where at least twenty people were already viewing the various exhibits.
"Ah!" cried Thurber, who was positively dazzled by the profusion of lights. "Just as I had expected!"
"It's almost like walking
into an Ivres Klein void," opined
"Quite," the critic confirmed. "Except that, with Fleshman, there's something in it - as you can see."
Almost immediately, they came to a halt in front of a large abstract canvas on which thousands of tiny silver points glistened and sparkled in the bright light, like the powdered-tinsel decoration on certain Christmas cards. It appeared to be alive, as one moved slightly to-and-fro in front of it, with tiny insects, so unstable was the surface texture. Towards its centre the glitter of the tightly-packed silver points was more intense than elsewhere, suggesting some kind of heart or cynosure.
"Evidently one of his new optical experiments," Thurber observed, extracting a blue notebook and biro from his jacket pocket and proceeding to jot down its title, 'Dazzle 3', to which he added a brief outline of the work and a few terse comments.
"Quite," the critic acknowledged, and he scribbled down 'pleasingly transcendental' in his notebook. "Not inclined to glorify the subconscious, at any rate."
Before long they moved on, past another viewer, to the next exhibit, which was hung about four yards farther along the same wall and seemed to undulate as they approached it. Composed, in the main, of closely-knit wavy black stripes on a white ground, the stripes becoming sharper and more closely packed towards the centre, this work was distinctly reminiscent of Bridget Riley and Jeffery Steele, being more traditionally Op than the previous one. It took longer to properly come to life too, yet when it did succeed in giving rise to visual hallucinations of a predetermined character, the overall effect was much more interesting, with greater tonal shifts and more radical undulations. Thurber again scribbled down the title, 'Forcefield R', in his notebook and added a few brief descriptive notes.
"One of his more traditionally optical experiments," he remarked, moving his large head gently backwards and forwards in front of it from a distance of about three yards. "Primarily focusing on heat rather than light energy, on movement rather than dazzle. A little outmoded perhaps, but a competent grasp of optical techniques all the same. What d'you think of it, Keith?"
"To be sure!" the critic agreed, nodding sagely. "I know exactly what you mean." And he immediately scribbled 'would rather it gave off more light' in his notebook.
However, the particular species of Op Art to which Fleshman had paid passing tribute in his 'Forcefield R' was succeeded, in due course, by a large circular project, hung against the white wall at a height of about four feet from the ground, which appeared to radiate colours from its centre in a manner reminiscent of Peter Sedgley and Wojcieck Fangor. Standing in front of it the two men beheld a small, intensely bright globe of white paint surrounded by a slender band of yellow paint, which was surrounded, in turn, by a broad band of red paint, this latter duly surrounded by a slender band of blue paint - the total composition somewhat reminiscent of an archery target. Overall, the effect wasn't particularly optic, though the small central globe could be seen to expand and contract as one stared at it over a period of 30-60 seconds, producing an hallucination of colour shift as the white expanded into the yellow and that, in turn, influenced the red to change into orange, with a corresponding transformation in the blue ring to mauve or purple, depending how long one stared at it.
Thurber dutifully noted the title and scribbled a few complementary notes. "One gets more light from this one, don't you think?" he commented, focusing his attention on the bright globe in the middle.
"Certainly," Logan admitted. "Although he might have made more of the white paint, had he wanted to create a stronger light-equivalence from it. He seems to be more interested in colour and the fusings or clashings which result from their juxtaposition."
"Yes, that could well be the case," Thurber conceded, blushing slightly as, disdaining further curiosity, he led the way along to the next exhibit, which, like the previous one, also took a circular form. "But what of this one here, the central globe of which is so much bigger and the overall effect so much brighter?" he remarked.
True, and it was with this
True, it might be something of an exaggeration to contend that we were already as biased towards the superconscious as this painting, with its commanding white globe, could have led one to infer. But the fact nevertheless remained that the imbalance it signified had a certain relevance to us which could only be heightened in the course of time, as we grew progressively more transcendental. As a religious or psychological work, it undoubtedly possessed the qualities of insightful leadership one expected from genuine art. To push it further into the future, however, the artist need simply expand the white globe's circumference at the expense of the black band by another inch or two, in order to signify an even greater degree of spiritual progress and thus attain to a still more radical manifestation of such leadership.... Though, of course, to get rid of the black band altogether would indeed be to point towards the post-human millennium, if at the risk of making one's art too forward-looking, at this juncture in time, to be properly intelligible to the general or, indeed, specialist public.
But irrespective of whether or not, in doing what he did, Fleshman had aspired to spiritual leadership, the resulting impression it created on Logan certainly wasn't without relevance to his theories of psychic evolution, but, on the contrary, more than adequately confirmed them. As long as the black continued to recede and the white to expand, everything was going according to plan. The post-human millennium would come about eventually. "Yes, I can't help but admire this work," he proclaimed, as he stood next to the scribbling critic and continued to gaze, as though entranced, into the acrylic lustre of its indisputable cynosure. "It automatically marks Fleshman out as a major artist."
"Indeed!" Thurber concurred, nodding deferentially. "I've always thought highly of his abilities, though more especially so during the past couple of years, when he has matured so much.... Not that he doesn't have his lapses from time to time, as I think we've already seen. But at least the general direction of his creativity tends increasingly towards the transcendent."
"As this painting
"Quite so!" the critic seconded, and, quick to exploit the most apt phrase, he scribbled down the latter part of his companion's statement, underlining the fact that it referred to the exhibit 'White on Black'.
They had got to the end of the first wall by now and were obliged to proceed in the direction of those works which lined the second one or, as in the case of a couple of larger exhibits of a vaguely sculptural appearance, stood just in front of it. The thirty or so viewers of as many persuasions who had entered the gallery ahead of them had been augmented, in the meantime, to more than twice that number, with a consequence that the viewing of exhibits was not quite as straightforward a matter now as formerly, owing to the groups and even queues which formed in front of everything. Nevertheless, with a little ruthless determination, one could still obtain a fairly advantageous viewpoint if one so desired, and it was precisely with a mind to obtaining such a viewpoint that the critic and his viewing companion elbowed their way to the front of the next exhibit - a kinetic-styled work with a distinctively moiré, or watery, background, above which three coloured plastic circles of slightly different sizes appeared to hover at indeterminate distances from the bright background, thus causing the viewer some difficulty in establishing the actual perspective before him.
"Undoubtedly revealing Soto's influence," Thurber opined, going up closer to the work in order to get a better look at the moiré background in question. "Except that where Soto uses squares and rectangles, our hero has opted for the circle. Nevertheless, the result obtained is not without kinetic merit. There is still a flickering of sorts, isn't there?"
With an affirmative grunt,
"Yes, the circles tend to float in the air at different distances from the background - the black one seeming, on account of the tendency of black to recede, the closest to it, while the white one appears to be floating towards us, and the red ... lies somewhere in-between," Thurber estimated. "Rather effective, don't you think?" He backed away a few paces and took another critical squint at it. However, someone who had been standing in front of an exhibit to the right suddenly moved across to the left and interrupted his view. He had no option, therefore, but to move in the opposite direction, which duly took him to a position in front of another Soto-inspired relief, this time one in which the moiré background, rather than serving to heighten the illusion of indeterminate spatial relationships between flickering circles suspended in front of it, served instead to optically disintegrate the thin, vertical metal rods which stood in their place, thus causing the entire surface to shimmer and quiver as though dissolved in a faint, ethereal mist of nebulous light. Akin in substance to Soto's Vibrating Structures, the work nonetheless exhibited certain phenomena not characteristic of that master, the most prominent being the division of the moiré background into gold and silver horizontal strips, some ten in all, which had an effect of intensifying the vibration or flickering obtained through the viewer's movement. In addition to this, there was the division of the vertically-suspended steel rods into two or more different colours, thus producing variations in the vibration-illusion which corresponded to the nature and tone of each individual colour, and further complicating the indeterminate spatial relationships which existed between each of the differently-coloured metal rods in relation to the moiré background and, last but hardly least, the work as a whole in relation to its viewer. For example, in the case of the first rod on the left of the line, the white segment appeared to detach itself from the rest of the rod and to subtly approach the viewer, all the time vibrating in response to the moiré background, while the black segment tended, by contrast, to recede from him, creating the illusion of a separate rod - a procedure which was utilized on each of the ten rods either with further black-and-white divisions along their lengths or with the use of various other colours, including pink, orange, violet, red, yellow, and brown, each with its own vibration and spatial tendency. "Rather complex, don't you think?" the critic thoughtfully concluded, after he had experimented with a variety of head and body movements in front of the relief, and this in spite of the close proximity of other viewers and the inevitable consequence of one or two minor cranial collisions.
"So it is!" Thurber
going up to a position opposite
"Quite," the critic concurred, briefly inspecting the closely-packed horizontal strips in question. And, once again, he made judicious use of his notebook.
There were, however, one or
exhibits in the immediate vicinity to view and, despite the general
get at them, it was towards these that the two art lovers now advanced,
momentarily shielding their eyes from the dazzling diffusion of light
by the exhibits in question. For there,
no more than four yards from the second relief, stood the first of two
light-sculptures which attested to the influence, as
"Another surprise for me, I must admit," Thurber confessed, as he approached the nearest exhibit - a cube-shaped arrangement of fluorescent construction in which some twenty tubes of equal length though, in the main, unequal diameter shone with a variety of intensities, some slightly less forcefully than others.
"A lot of phosphor for the
"Rather puzzling, isn't it?" Thurber declared, before scribbling down 'Light Variation 7' in his pocket-sized notebook. "It must cost a bloody fortune to run."
"You think Maholy-Nagy would be impressed, then?" the critic joked, referring to the father-figure and most consistent early practitioner of the genre.
"At least he'd be gratified that light is being given the importance it deserves," Logan conjectured, turning away from the work in question and approaching its counterpart, which stood at a relatively safe remove in an ambience of its own and shone not with varying degrees of white light but with a variety of different-coloured lights which issued from the variegated tints of its individual tubes. Not only was each tube in this cube-like composition tinted a different colour but, as in the case of the metal rods on the kinetic relief, it was tinted from 2-5 different colours, making for a correspondingly more complex and intriguing, not to say mind-boggling, overall effect! Thus at its most simple level, one tube might be equally divisible between red and blue light and be positioned vertically opposite a tube with blue and red divisions, so as to emphasize colour contrast. Whilst, at its most complex level, a tube might be equally divisible into red, white, yellow, black, and blue segments, and be positioned horizontally opposite a tube with these colours in reverse, or some such contrasting arrangement, which gave rise to a much more puzzling and altogether intriguing relationship. Depending on one's vantage-point, it seemed as though the lights were either trying to break away from one another, as in the examples emphasizing contrast, or to approach and mingle with one another, as in the examples where complementary colours had been juxtaposed or, alternatively, placed in parallel positions - the overall effect being a slight displacement of the tubular cube through colour, as though indicative of the triumph of mind over matter, of truth over beauty. "Hmm, quite an interesting concept," he resumed, after his preliminary investigations of the colour relationships had run their technical course. "The interplay of so many different colours is most effective, even given the blurs and violent disharmonies which occasionally result. It's rather like Abstract Expressionism in a way, albeit the use of light rather than paint sharply distinguishes it from painterly precedent."
"Yes, and also the fact of its kinetic potential," Thurber averred, warming, in turn, to the spatial displacements on view. In fact, the clash and fusion of so many different colours made him feel dizzy, obliging him to avert his gaze and grope for psychological support in his notebook. Yet there were so many after-images in his mind from the glare of the fluorescent lights that he couldn't see the page he was intending to write on properly, and had to abandon it before he had so much as scribbled a single word there. His mind was fairly aflame with vibrant colours, some of which were more elongated than others, almost causing him to lose his physical balance and tumble to the floor. Fortunately, however, Logan was on hand to support him with arm at the ready, and together they slowly made their way through the crowd towards the next exhibits, which were arranged along the wall opposite the one their attention had been drawn to when first entering the gallery. Here, to the critic's optical relief, the exhibits were mainly Op, and consequently less dazzling than the coloured and plain lights already encountered; though it was some time before the last of the glaring after-images completely disappeared from his mind and he was accordingly able to give them his undivided attention. "Not wavy stripes or large circles this time, is it?" he observed, swaying slightly backwards-and-forwards amid the jostling throng of fellow-viewers.
"Indeed not," confirmed Logan, who cast an appreciative gaze over the nearest of the four canvases which lined the third wall, its hundreds of tiny black-and-white squares arranged in contrasting areas of light and shade, suggestive of certain works by Morellet and Schmidt - notably the former's Aleatoric Distribution, 1961, and the latter's Programmed Squares II, 1967.
"It's simply amazing how much thematic and tonal variation can be obtained from the simplest elements," Thurber remarked, as though to himself. "How seemingly infinite are the creative possibilities inherent in such a form! Even the placing of slightly different-sized white squares on a black ground, or the alternative arrangement of different-sized black squares on a white one, produces countless tonal and graphic changes."
"A thing, presumably, which you find less satisfactory?" Thurber inferred, simultaneously scribbling down the relevant information in his, by now, image-free notebook.
"Only to the extent that I
prefer works with an emphasis on light-equivalence,"
"Perfectly," admitted the
who quickly led the way towards the next exhibit - a similar cube-based
which, with the incorporation of small circles, was indeed more
reminiscent of Vasarely - and, following a
brief deferential pause in
front of it, on again towards the remaining two canvases lining the
first of which was pretty much a conventional zebra-striped abstract,
its neighbour, composed of thousands of tiny tinsel-like points which
in the gallery's neon glare as one moved backwards and forwards in
front of it,
reminded them of the first exhibit they had seen. Unlike
companion piece opposite, however,
this exhibit was tinted gold and seemed to Thurber the more impressive
two, especially with regard to the star-like radiance which appeared to
from the centre and to spread its dazzling rays beyond the edges of the
- a strongly centrifugal tendency about which
However, if natural light-equivalence was what the artist had in mind here, then with the last exhibit on display one was brought very conclusively back to the realm of artificial light, and on no less a scale than a work composed entirely of slender neon tubing, which was attached to a hardboard base reaching to the height and stretching almost the width of the final wall. On this hardboard base, the neon tubing had been curled and twisted in every conceivable direction, some of it forming small patterns of surprising complexity, some of it winding through larger patterns which covered as much as two-thirds of the total space, but all of it contributing to an overall impression of unity and harmony of design - the pink tubing no less than the light-blue, the white no less than the green, the red no less than the yellow.
"Sheer magic!" Thurber
as soon as the initial shock of encountering something that bore more
passing resemblance to
"Yes, this is definitely the
transcendental work we've encountered this morning,"
"I entirely agree," said Thurber, who immediately scribbled down a few lines about Gyorgy Kepes and the long-established tradition of light murals and associated works. "The fusion of art and technology has really blossomed during the last few decades, hasn't it?"
"Not only blossomed, but
recognition it so richly deserves - certainly as far as the more
elements of society are concerned," said
A few nearby heads had
turned in curiosity
or bemusement, as
Be that as it may, the task
this room's contents had now been attended to, so he was free to take
of it and conduct
"Quite so," Thurber concurred, coming to a sudden standstill not far from the entrance to the second room. "His work is really rather eclectic, isn't it?"
"He's certainly very
"No, that's quite true," the critic confirmed, with a thoughtful nod. "At least, not in the exhibition we've just seen. Though he does paint representational works from time to time when the fancy takes him. But the artist we're about to view in this second room is far less abstract on the whole, if what I've already seen of his work in the past is any indication. So are you still interested in coming in or ...?"
"Excellent!" Thurber exclaimed. "Then let's get on with it right away." And with that settled, they boldly entered the second gallery.
Greta Ryan pulled herself up sharp and stared unbelievingly at the rear view of the tall, silver-haired man not ten yards away. He was buying a newspaper from a pavement vendor and stood proudly erect in front of the cream kiosk on which lay the afternoon edition of the Evening Standard. Attired in a dark-blue suit with a pointed umbrella perched on his arm, he looked altogether suave and businesslike, quite a contrast, in fact, to how he had seemed the last time Greta saw him. For, even without a full facial view, the hair and height of the man revealed that he was none other than Edward Hurst, editor-in-chief of 'Art and Artist'.
Undecided what to do, Greta
where she stood, intently staring at the all-too-recognizable figure in
of her. She wondered whether she oughtn't
to quickly turn round and proceed at the double in the opposite
she was afraid that if he noticed her he would detain and bore her with
conversation. But there was something
else on Greta's mind which prevented her from immediately taking
flight, and it
was the recollection of what she feared
Yet it was her own self-interest that seemed to be winning out, getting the better of her concern for Thurber, reminding her of the conceited bore that Edward Hurst actually was. Although she couldn't bring herself to turn completely about and walk back from whence she had come, she was just on the point of turning to the right and making a belated effort to cross over the busy main road when, as though by psychic intuition or telepathic pre-warning, Hurst paid for his paper and turned towards her, spotting her immediately among the dense throng of fellow-pedestrians. He raised his folded paper in recognition and advanced towards her. Her heart sank slightly, but, all the same, she was secretly relieved that the crisis had been resolved, the indecision rectified. She faked a smile.
"What a pleasant surprise!"
Greta paid him the compliment of a faint blush. "Oh, in what way?" she daringly inquired.
"Oh, pleasantly enough," he replied, beginning to feel a trifle hot under his starched collar. "Yes, I was wondering when I would have the pleasure of seeing you again."
"I see," Greta responded, feigning another smile. "Well, it just goes to show what a small world it is."
Greta would have preferred to say business, but with the large plastic carrier bag in her hand and the desire still bubbling under the surface of her mind to find out more about his attitude towards Thurber, she replied: "Just pleasure. Or, rather, the desire to buy myself some new clothes, including a dress."
"Which is presumably what
"And what are you intending to do next?" he asked, smiling.
She hesitated on the brink of speech, not quite knowing how best to answer. Should she tell him that she was on her way home? She couldn't think of an alternative at present, and, besides, it corresponded to the truth. So she admitted as much to him.
"Well, if you're sure it's no inconvenience," Greta murmured through clenched teeth, "I'd appreciate some company." Which was considerably less than true, though she could hardly say so!
Within a couple of minutes they were seated together on the back seat of a taxi, heading away from the crowded West End streets, and before half-an-hour had elapsed it duly arrived at Greta's East Finchley address where, in response to certain crude hints from Hurst about having plenty of time to spare, she invited him indoors. In a sense she didn't have much option, since he was on the pavement ahead of her and offering to carry the large carrier bag to her door, which, despite nominal objections on her part, he duly did; though not before paying their fare and dismissing the taxi into the bargain. To have left him stranded on the doorstep would not, in the circumstances, have been the most polite or ladylike thing to do! So, resignedly, she unlocked the front door and, together, they entered her flat.
"Ah, how pleasantly clean and bright!" Hurst exclaimed, as soon as he had stepped across the threshold of her living room, which faced onto the passageway leading from the front door. "Especially after having been cooped-up in a stuffy old cab."
She acknowledged this fact with another fake smile and motioned him to take a seat. He was content to avail himself of the room's velvet settee and did so with an almighty sigh of relief, resting her carrier bag against the leg of a nearby coffee table. Then he watched her activate a small electric fire to his left and take off her light-brown coat. He could sense that his presence made her slightly nervous, so hastened to break the silence with a word of admiration for her pale floral-patterned dress, which he considered very tasteful.
"Thank you," she responded, unable to prevent herself from blushing faintly at this frank reference to her sartorial appearance. For it was one of the dresses she didn't ordinarily wear in the presence of men, being, from Thurber's viewpoint, too gay and seductive. Its low neckline and gentle flounce, coupled to the partial transparency of its thin gauzy material, would have met with his public disapproval. She would have been insufficiently the lady. But today she wasn't in his presence, nor had she arranged to meet him, so what she wore was entirely her own affair. And because she wanted a change, she had opted for one of her sexier dresses.
"I'm surprised you didn't
something like that to my party the other evening,"
"Yes, I was rather formal, wasn't I?" she admitted, becoming more embarrassed. "I didn't really know what your party would look like."
"Not to worry," he apologetically rejoined. "You looked delightful anyway."
She faked yet another smile and offered to fetch him a non-alcoholic drink, since she didn't keep alcohol indoors. He agreed to a coffee, so she took herself off to the kitchen to make it, including one for herself. This respite from him came as something of a relief and enabled her to gather her thoughts together. She was more than ever convinced that she disliked him and had made a serious mistake in not turning around in the street and walking away while the opportunity still prevailed. It was fairly obvious that he intended to have his way with her, no less by the unabashedly flattering tone of his conversation than by his crude insistence on accompanying her indoors. His attitude towards her at the party had been friendly and, to say the least, admiring, in spite of his wife's proximity. No doubt, he hoped to consolidate what he had gained there by a fresh onslaught of admiration here, since he clearly wouldn't have gone out of his way to accompany her for any other reason. And she? What could she do to resist him? Was there anything? No, it didn't seem so. Willy-nilly, he would probably succeed in his objectives. Yet if she was destined to be had by him, there was at least the possibility that it could take place on certain terms - terms assuring her that no action would be taken against Thurber if the editor got it in mind to dispense with his reviews. Yes, there was always that possibility; though she had no proof, as yet, that he actually did have such an action in mind. Perhaps she would soon find out?
Having done what there was to do in the kitchen, plus a couple of additional things besides, she returned to the living room with tray in-hand and set it down on the small coffee table in front of the settee, sitting down, at the same time, on the space Hurst had at the last moment provided for her. "Help yourself to sugar," she advised him, as he reached forwards to take his mug.
"Gladly," he responded with facetious self-assurance.
She noticed, as he straightened up again, that he had in the meantime taken off his jacket and loosened his tie. Close-up he was apt to appear younger than at a distance, despite his silver-grey hair. He couldn't have been more than fifty.
"Hmm, that's better!" he remarked, sipping the coffee into which he had put two large teaspoonfuls of brown sugar. "I really needed it."
Despite the fact that she was a grown woman of twenty-four, she felt curiously shy and insecure beside him, almost childish. He was more than old enough to be her father and she sensed something of a father/daughter relationship in his company.
"Yes, I like this room," he declared after a minute's steady sipping, during which time his eyes had embraced its contours and visible contents. "It's very cosy." He eased back in the settee and turned towards her. "So this is where you do your writing, I presume?"
"Well, in actual fact I have another room to write in," she confessed, momentarily abandoning her coffee. "This is more a place to relax in."
"So it is." He smiled appreciatively. "And do you usually relax here alone or in the company of another?" he asked.
"Both," she replied, blushing anew.
"Usually," Greta admitted, "though I also have one or two other friends."
"Not bed friends, by any chance?"
"No, just friends," said Greta, who continued to sip her coffee, more than ever conscious of her shyness and insecurity beside him.
"I imagine you must be quite fond of Thurber," he murmured, following a brief pause.
"Yes, I am actually."
Greta averted her face from his gaze and buried it in the coffee. She didn't quite know how best to answer that question. "Well," she at length replied, suddenly mindful of what Thurber had told her about him, "I suppose fondness wouldn't be the exact word where he's concerned."
"I should think not!"
Greta was hardly surprised or shocked to hear this, and merely commented: "Presumably because of what he said and the authoritative way in which he said it?"
"Yes, and also the time he
"I'm sorry to hear that, but Martin didn't really know all that much about the man in the first place," Greta remarked.
"Then, damn it, he shouldn't have invited him at all!" cried Hurst, who was no longer the shameless flatterer but, clearly, the outraged innocent, the offended host, the affronted bourgeois.
"No, I guess not," she responded, briefly turning towards him in spite of her private disgust with his want of self-control.
"As it happened, I had one of the worst nights of my entire life," he averred, "and a frightful hangover the next day!"
"I'm awfully sorry to hear that," Greta repeated, though she was far from sure what the frightful hangover could have to do with her boyfriend or, indeed, with Keith Logan. Still, it was pretty evident that Hurst wanted to stew in his own misery a while, to arouse her sympathy and, if possible, make her feel guilty, share in the responsibility for his suffering, and thereby obligate her to propitiate him in due course. It was an excellent way of softening her up, and she could hardly fail, under the circumstances, to respond to it. Pushed a little further, she would have no option but to console him, to extend her feminine sympathy to his body, even given the fact of her childish insecurity beside him.
"Yes, well, I dare say you'd be even sorrier to hear that I'm now considering whether to dispense with Thurber's contributions to my magazine, in consequence of what he directly and indirectly inflicted upon me the other night," Hurst continued, renewing his attack.
It was just as Greta had expected, but she did her best to feign alarm. "Seriously?" she cried, this time giving him the privilege of her undivided attention, as though the matter were of supreme concern to her.
"Perfectly," he assured her, nodding curtly.
"Indeed, I am sorry to hear
that!" she confessed, and, as though in confirmation of the fact,
immediately returned her half-empty mug of coffee to the tray in front
since its presence in her hand seemed somewhat irrelevant to the
matters under discussion. It was a
gesture, curiously, that must have impressed
"Well, I don't quite honestly see why I should continue to befriend Thurber when he has quite obviously ceased to befriend me," the editor complained with rhetorical relish. "He deserves to be punished somehow, and I intend, before the week is out, to damn-well punish him!"
Greta had more than an inkling of how Hurst really intended to punish or, rather, avenge himself upon her boyfriend, but she couldn't very well let-on at that moment. Instead, she pleaded with him not to drop Thurber's contributions, since they were his chief source of income at present and greatest pride in life. She pleaded with all the feminine tact and guile at her disposal, reminding Hurst that this very week - indeed, that very day - Martin Thurber was at work in the service of 'Art and Artist', reviewing an exhibition of one of the finest contemporary artists, an artist known to the editor personally, as his presence at Saturday evening's party had adequately confirmed, and someone, moreover, who would undoubtedly be glad of the critical appreciation of one of the country's foremost art critics - indeed, if academic and artistic opinion were to be believed, the foremost art critic of his day, a direct descendant, as it were, of the great twentieth-century tradition of British art critics and historians ... from Roger Fry and Clive Bell to Herbert Read and Kenneth Clark. Surely the editor couldn't fail to appreciate the importance of the services rendered to his periodical by such a knowledgeable and tasteful critic?
"As, however, for Martin
yes, he's undoubtedly a competent critic, though I would seriously
place him in the front rank,"
"Oh?" Once again Greta was obliged to feign surprise for something she had anticipated all along. Deep down she really loathed him!
He drew himself closer to her and rested his arm on the back of the settee, just behind her head. "Maybe we could come to some sort of arrangement together which would, ahem, render it unnecessary for me to consider Saturday evening to have been entirely wasted?"
"What kind of an arrangement?" Greta innocently inquired of him, blushing slightly in response to his intimate proximity.
He ran his other hand over her cheek and softly caressed her neck, smiling all the while in an unequivocally emotional answer to her question. And just as emotionally he brought his face closer to hers, peered into her bright eyes, as into a crystal ball, and placed a silent kiss on her lips - a kiss which caused her to tremble with a mixture of desire and disgust. God, how she loathed him! And yet, at the same time and by a curious paradox, how she secretly yearned to be taken by an older and possibly more experienced man, to revel in her helplessness and childish insecurity before him! Since she had never been taken by someone she disliked, she was curious to discover exactly what it would be like, to experiment, as it were, with the possible degradation resulting from such an unattractive encounter. If, as Aldous Huxley had led her to believe, the urge to downward self-transcendence was manifest in sex, would not such an experience prove even more self-negating than if indulged in with someone she liked, someone, for instance, like Martin Thurber? And would she not be less the public lady and more the private whore than ever before? Would not the contrast between her public and private selves be correspondingly greater, and all the more authentic?
Yes, she partly trembled with disgust at the touch of his fingers upon her cheek and the pressure of his lips upon hers. But not wholly! For a demon of desire was indeed manifesting itself in her at that very moment, egging her on to comply with its lustful wishes. She knew that it was vain to protest against this demon, and not least of all because she preferred to believe it was in Thurber's interests that she should sacrifice herself on his behalf. What he would personally think of such a sacrifice was quite a different matter, but she chose not to speculate. Better to give way to the temptations to-hand ... than wonder whether Martin might not prefer having his reviews rejected, to having his girlfriend sexually mauled by the man who was intending to reject them. Absolutely! And as those temptations were now more pressing than before ...
"You promise not to take any retributive action against Martin?" she ironically requested of Hurst, as he became bolder, drawing himself still closer to her and making a determined effort to slide his hand under her dress. She checked its advance, however, and repeated: "You promise?"
"Yes, provided you cease to resist me!"
Reluctantly she relinquished her grip on his hand and it immediately resumed its methodical progress, exposing her dark-stockinged thighs to his gaze, the sight of which considerably emboldened him. For, with the spectacle of such copious flesh, he ceased to be a gentleman, a giver of gentle kisses and caresses, and effectively became, as though by some Jekyll-and-Hyde transformation, a wild animal intent upon ravaging its prey as quickly and ruthlessly as possible. A deep abyss of carnal sensuality had suddenly opened-up before him and he now plunged down into its murky depths, dragging his helpless victim along with him. A downward self-transcendence was certainly in the offing, which promised to be more obliterating than anything either of them could have anticipated.
In vain did she implore him to be gentle as, wrenching the panties from her groin, he rolled her onto her stomach, pushed her dress up her back and, quickly unzipping his flies, released his rearing penis from its increasingly strained confines, dropping his pants as he grabbed hold of her thighs in order to manoeuvre himself into a rear entry position beneath the curvaceous mounds of her alluring buttocks. As he drove himself into her, his hands reached around to her breasts and took hold of them with a pressure that dislodged her brassiere and momentarily distracted her from the pain of his phallic assault. Then as this pain was gradually replaced by a reassuringly familiar numbing sensation and that, in turn, by a mounting tension of orgasmic response, she found the last vestiges of her ego relapsing further and further into subconscious dominion, and completely abandoned herself, beast-like, to the mutual pleasures of their flesh. Here was the degradation she had secretly craved. Now she was really a whore, delivered from her self-pity, free-falling in the abyss of sexual abandon, irrevocably damned, in worldly submission, to a fiercely lustful predator!
It was towards eight o'clock when, in response to an invitation from Thurber at the Fairborne Gallery the previous day, Keith Logan rang the doorbell to Paul Fleshman's fashionable Chelsea flat, to be courteously admitted by a young woman whose face he had first seen at Hurst's party, but with whose name he was still unfamiliar.
"Yvette," she duly informed him, before inviting him to take off his zipper jacket and hang it by the door. Then he followed her through the vestibule and into an adjoining room, from which a steady stream of conversation could be heard. He was flushed and slightly apprehensive as he stepped into its neon glare. The three people gathered there simultaneously turned their attention upon him.
"Ah, good to see you again!" Fleshman exclaimed, and, extending a welcoming hand, the artist advanced towards him. "We hoped you'd come."
"Thanks," responded Logan, who held out his hand to be shook. "It's an honour to be here." He visually greeted Thurber and Greta, who blushed in the process, and readily accepted the seat offered him in one of the room's three leather-upholstered armchairs, opposite the couch on which the other two guests were seated.
"Yvette's my girlfriend, in case you didn't know,” Fleshman revealed, with a broad smile.
"Ah yes, I had
"Can I get you something to drink?" she asked.
"Yes, have what you like," insisted the artist, who happened to have a beer in his hand.
"Thanks," said Logan, who duly arranged to have a can of cola.
Meanwhile Greta took-in his appearance with quiet satisfaction, her gaze ranging over his face and clothes with subtle ease. He seemed more handsome than at Hurst's party, possibly because he was now seen in a better light, that is to say, not as a stranger with a fiercely didactic turn-of-mind but as an acquaintance and admirer - yes, an admirer of herself. After all, if what Martin had told her about him was true, she had no reason to suppose that he thought badly of her, associating her with Edward Hurst. On the contrary, she was evidently an attractive young lady to him, and that suited her fine.
"I understand from my friend
you were quite impressed by my small and partly retrospective
exhibition in the
"Yes, I was indeed,"
"How generous of you!" cried Fleshman, blushing slightly. "As yet, I haven't constructed all that many works of that nature. But it's a field of creativity in which I'm becoming increasingly interested." There was a short pause, before he added: "I take it you preferred the 'Neon Vortices' to my Op exhibits, then?"
"Only to the extent that it involved actual light rather than painterly intimations of or approximations to such light, a fact which strikes me as constituting an altogether better and more radical stance," Logan averred, slightly surprised by his boldness. "It was more transcendent than those works which were purely painterly. The latter were undoubtedly good, but the former, including the two smaller light works on display, signified a much higher development - one relative to the proletariat rather than to what I would regard as petty-bourgeois intimations of proletarian futurity, if you see what I mean."
"Yes, I have to agree," Thurber commented, bringing a little professional opinion to bear on the matter. "The connection with technology is far closer where such works are concerned."
"And you believe it must continue to develop along ever closer lines, do you?" the artist asked, turning towards Thurber.
"Yes, definitely," the
replied. "After all, what else can
it do?" He looked imploringly at
"Not a great deal," the latter conceded deferentially. "Though there is still scope, I believe, for it to align itself with transcendentalism as well as with technology. I mean, it's not just the machine that counts, but also the spirit, the degree of our spiritual evolution, which such art can reflect and encourage."
"Quite," Greta seconded, breaking the spell of her attentive silence. "Technological progress isn't everything."
Fleshman nodded his balding head in tacit agreement, then, turning to his latest guest, he asked: "And do you think my art reflects and encourages our spiritual evolution?"
"Some of it does,"
"I don't personally think of God when I construct such works," Fleshman confessed with a dismissive and slightly apologetic smile. "But there may be something in what you say, since electric light is certainly a spiritual rather than simply a material phenomenon - not hard and solid, like iron or steel. However, what you say also sounds like a species of Manichaean dualism, in which nature is considered evil and only spirit good, and I'm not absolutely sure I can go along with that."
Greta nodded sympathetically. "We were discussing something similar at Eddie Hurst's place the other evening," she announced, "Keith discounting the idea that God should be worshipped through His creations and insisting, instead, on the primacy of the spirit."
"That's correct," Thurber confirmed, recalling to mind the discussion or, rather, extempore lecture in question. "God and nature instead of God in nature was Keith's viewpoint."
"And still is," the latter admitted.
Fleshman's face assumed a puzzled expression. "But why do you choose to distinguish between them?" he asked, patently intrigued. "I mean, why is nature evil?"
"Yes, do tell us!" Yvette insisted.
There was a short pause before, screwing up his brows, as was his wont when obliged to justify a tricky position, Logan confessed: "Well, it's not an easy question to answer in a nutshell, but, putting the matter as briefly and simply as possible, nature is fundamentally evil because it's a manifestation of subconscious life rather than a combination of subconscious and superconscious life, like all the autonomous life-forms ... from the beasts to man. It lacks the divine spark of spirit which makes for consciousness, and is consequently antithetical to the spirit, being darkness as opposed to light. As a purely sensuous phenomenon it stands as the lowest mode of life, beneath even the insects. Naturally, one has to make use of it, to cultivate the fields and avail oneself of what it produces, thereby treating it with a degree of respect. And, needless to say, there's even some pleasure to be obtained from it - from the flowers, bushes, trees, fields, etc., which one would be a hypocrite or a fool to deny. Nature in moderation is by no means a bad thing. After all, for all our divine aspirations, we are still human beings and therefore subject to a certain amount of subconscious life, on which we depend for our sanity and integrity as people. Yet to worship nature, to make a point of regularly associating with it, especially in this day and age of more advanced civilization, would seem to betray a rather poor sense of priorities. In the Middle Ages, when man was closer to nature and accordingly less civilized, less urbanized, it was only natural that he should have attached greater importance to the natural. But now that the vast majority of us are habituated to a much more urbanized, and hence artificial, lifestyle - how irrelevant it would be for us to treat nature with the same degree of importance! As our environment evolves, so we evolve with it. And as our environment becomes progressively more anti-natural or artificial, so it's inevitable that we should become such as well and consequently grow more partial to the superconscious, the light of the spirit, which stands above and beyond nature. Thus instead of being pagan nature-worshippers, we should increasingly become transcendental experiencers of what is potentially God ... as manifested in the superconscious mind. We discover, on this level, that God is not a something out there, still less a creator of or resident in nature, but a state-of-mind, an entirely introspective experience. He or, rather, it ... is what the great historical mystics have always known God to be - a spiritual transcendence of the flesh. But despite their determination to know or see God, they could only do so in small doses, with brief glimpses of their own inner light - glimpses that were necessarily brief because they were less under the divine sway of the superconscious, overall, than their latter-day counterparts and, indeed, intelligent city people in general tend to be. Living in smaller communities, in closer contact with nature, they were more balanced between the subconscious and superconscious minds, and consequently would have found it harder to break through to the superconscious and experience pure spirituality. By dint of sheer effort and persistence they obtained, every now and then, a glimpse, but that was all! A glimpse was all evolution could then spare them. The influence of the subconscious was always there, keeping them tied to earth."
"Yet, presumably, it's always there with us too, preventing us from living entirely in the inner light?" Fleshman deduced.
"Indeed, though not to the
as in the Middle Ages,"
"However, we're not so spiritually advanced that we can tune-in to the superconscious whenever we like and thus experience pure spirituality on a lengthy basis," he went on, having paused to gulp down some cola. "Those of us who specifically dedicate ourselves to breaking through to the spirit still have to contend with a fair amount of subconscious influence, which makes it a difficult business and virtually ensures that if, by any chance, we do break through, it's only on a relatively transient basis - not, alas, for hours on end! We may have progressed a little from the Christian mystics, but, in spiritual terms, scarcely to any appreciable extent, least of all to an extent which enables us to dally in the presence of what is potentially God for very long. Most of the time we live in a kind of diluted or superficial relationship with it, in which normal consciousness, as a fusion between the subconscious and superconscious parts of the psyche, tends to predominate. Only, these days, the subconscious has less power over us than formerly, and we can therefore look down upon it from a post-dualistic, as from a post-egocentric or post-humanistic, vantage point."
"Perhaps some of us more than others," Fleshman commented, breaking into an ironic smile. "But what about you - have you experienced Infused Contemplation, or whatever the expression is, and consequently come face-to-face with true divinity?"
"But you do meditate?" Yvette conjectured curiously.
"Yes, though not to any great extent." He paused a moment, as though to gather his thoughts, then said: "What little I can manage, whether it's twenty minutes a day or half-an-hour every two days, isn't sufficient to bring me intimate knowledge of ultimate divinity."
"Then why do it?" Fleshman wanted to know.
"Well, I suppose one has to
"But if one doesn't experience the inner light to any appreciable extent, what's the point?" Greta objected, shrugging her shoulders.
"Quite," both Thurber and Yvette seconded doubtfully.
"Well, with this particular
to meditation, one can at least experience something on the fringes of
"So you'd incline to
who regularly meditated and laid claim to direct experience of the
but hadn't experienced Infused Contemplation to be a fraud, would you?"
Fleshman suggested, selecting from the
wealth of available
material what he took to be the crux of
"Yes, absolutely," the abstract novelist affirmed. "Though I'd be inclined to consider anyone who regarded himself as godlike, but wasn't the recipient of a total and permanent eclipse of the subconscious by the superconscious to be an even bigger fraud. For unless one's consciousness is entirely eclipsed by the inner light, one is still a man, no matter how talented, clever, or spiritually earnest one may happen to be. Man is ever that which stands, on a higher evolutionary level than the beasts, between the plants and the godlike, between the lowest life-forms that currently exist and the hypothetical highest life-forms which have yet to come into existence - though hopefully they will in the not-too-distant millennial future. As man evolves to ever greater spiritual heights, so he'll have correspondingly less to do with nature, less interest in and respect for that which stands at the furthest remove from him ... in subconscious dominion. At present, however, a degree of interest in and respect for nature is still required. For we're not, with very few exceptions, so spiritually advanced that we can afford to be over-ambitious in our determination to dispense with nature altogether, and thus run the risk of seriously jeopardizing our integrity as human beings. The disastrous consequences of being too idealistic and progressive in this respect were aptly demonstrated, in The Devils of Loudun, by Father Surin who, as a result of too radical an allegiance to Manichaean idealism at a time when the compromise with nature was greater than at present, went mad and would doubtless have remained so, had it not been for the help and care of a certain Father Bastide, who eventually brought him back to sanity. Returned him, in other words, to an attitude less Manichaean and correspondingly more compatible with the degree of environmental evolution characteristic of his time."
There was a confirmatory nod from Greta. "Yes, I recall the chapter dealing with Surin's madness quite well," she revealed, "and thoroughly agree with the conclusion you draw from it. Huxley certainly castigated the Manichaean attitude which Father Surin initially fostered, deeming it a mistaken viewpoint. To him, nature couldn't be separated from God's Creation but was inextricably tied-up with Him - was, in fact, a phenomenal manifestation of the Divine Mind. He wouldn't have sanctioned the anti-natural attitudes of those latter-day Surins such as Baudelaire, Huysmans, and Mondrian."
"But if God didn't create
who or what did?" Greta queried, somewhat puzzled by
"Presumably the Devil," Fleshman ventured, allowing himself the pleasure of a roguish snigger, which duly infected both Yvette and Thurber.
"Well, in a manner of
speaking, one could
subconscious, and especially cosmic, phenomena with the Devil,"
"Even sunflowers?" Fleshman humorously objected.
"Yes, I dare say so,"
"I recall your saying something similar last Saturday, concerning the successive nature of the Trinity rather than its assumed simultaneity," Thurber announced, alluding to Logan's conversation at Hurst's party, "so that religious evolution in the West may be regarded as a progression from the dark to the light, from the Father to the Holy Ghost via Jesus Christ." He blushed to hear himself talking theology. For, like most of his race, he was pragmatic and empirical, and normally avoided anything so subjective as religion, which, when genuine, was less concerned with the given than with what could conceivably materialize in the future, if men put their trust, or faith, in evolutionary truth and hence, by implication, in messianic redemption.
"Doubtless no-one will deign to believe that a spirit could have created matter, and that nature therefore has a divine origin," Fleshman remarked. "In fact, what you're saying leads one to the conclusion that, just as a colourful flower has its roots in the soil and thus springs from a rather mundane source, one which signifies a fall from cosmic sensuality, so pure spirituality has its roots, so to speak, in man, and only comes into being gradually, as a consequence of our progressive evolution away from nature. Rather than being the source of all life, as has traditionally been believed, God is essentially the consummation or culmination of it, the goal towards which ascending life aspires."
"Precisely!" Logan agreed, visibly gratified by the artist's receptivity to his ideas, which were broadly expressive, in Nietzschean parlance, of a 'transvaluation' of traditional values. "God evolves with man and depends for man on His or, rather, its existence. If we cease to evolve and regress, so God ceases to evolve and regresses with us. If we continue to evolve and eventually attain to a condition where the superconscious reigns supreme, we shall see God face-to-face and thus become divine. If, on the other hand, we regress to a point where the subconscious reigns supreme, we shall see or, rather, feel the Devil and thus become diabolic. However, the chances of our doing the latter are, despite the reactionary attitudes of writers who revel in sensuality, like D.H. Lawrence and John Cowper Powys, extremely remote. Evolution drives us on, fortunately, and it's as the willing servants of evolution and master of our destiny that we shall eventually attain to the goal of superconscious bliss, the 'peace that surpasses all understanding' and the light of lights. Even your lights, Paul, will be totally eclipsed by it, dependent, as they are, on the electron bombardment of phosphor."
"Which is something I should dearly love to see," Fleshman confessed, smiling radiantly. "The artist, paradoxically, can only intimate of ultimate truth, even with the use of lasers, since his lights are forever external to the spiritual self and thus no more than a symbol for that which, as pure spirit, resides in the mind."
"Yes, I guess so," said
That evening during diner Keith Logan continued to assume the didactic role and to dominate conversation, spurred on by pertinent and prompting questions from Fleshman, who seemed to regard him as a sort of oracle or guru.
The subject of lasers having already been touched upon in the sitting room, the abstract novelist now proceeded to expatiate on the superiority of the purer light they produced to the comparatively chemical, diffuse light obtained through fluorescent tubes and light bulbs. Laser beams, he contended, would come to assume an increasingly important role in the evolution of art, and so, too, would holograms, which perfectly reflected our growing predilection for the immaterial, or de-materializing of matter, in deference to a superconscious bias. Holography, in which virtually true three-dimensional images could be obtained of the object exposed to laser light, was undoubtedly an art form of the future, capable of achieving visual wonders as yet scarcely imagined. Where further developments of this medium would lead, it was difficult if not impossible to foretell. For there was certainly no reason to believe that we had seen everything yet, nor any reason to doubt that what we had seen of works constructed from ordinary electric or fluorescent light couldn't be refined upon or expanded into new concepts, as Fleshman's exhibits at the Fairborne Gallery had adequately shown. There was certainly potential for further development in that field, too!
To which opinion the artist readily concurred, intimating, in the process, that he was also interested in the production of laser works and would in future be dedicating more time to them. But what did they, Thurber as well as Logan, make of the other exhibition - the one containing works by Joseph Philpott?
This time it was Thurber who answered first, by revealing that they hadn't thought so highly of it, although there were a number of abstract works in the geometrical and precisely-calculated manner of Max Bill on display which they had preferred to the representational ones. Somehow these latter were of a lower order of painting, though not as low, he was obliged to concede, as could have been the case. And here it was Logan's turn to come to the fore again, positing the contention that there existed a kind of hierarchy of representational painting - as, indeed, of abstract painting - in which the city took precedence over nature.
Thus such works as they had witnessed, mostly of skyscraper-type buildings and a variety of machines for industrial application, were certainly of a superior representational order to what would have been the case had either of them been confronted by a landscape artist. With the representational canvases of Joe Philpott one was at least looking at civilization, not at something prior to or beneath it. And the fact that he concentrated on the big city, or metropolis, with never a hint of verdure, made his work of a transcendentally superior order to artists who might alternatively have chosen to concentrate on a small or medium-sized town, with views of hills, trees, and bushes either surrounding it or in the background. Yes indeed!
For just as there was a
those who specialized in natural phenomena, so a hierarchy existed
artists of civilization, which was no less apparent.
In the former case, the worst offenders
against the spirit, in
But, still, not all
were quite as extreme, and it was possible to take slightly
pleasure or, at any rate, less displeasure in those artists who
more temperate zone, where the landscape was less sensuous. Then, of course, there were those who placed
an animal or animals in the landscape, and thus lifted their work above
subconscious, even if, by the incorporation, say, of pigs, cattle, or
they didn't lift it very far towards the superconscious. But at least animal life was higher than
plant life, in consequence of which it should be possible to judge a
with animals spiritually superior to one without any, the more animal
proportion to landscape, or nature, and the higher the type of animals
better the painting. And then, on a
still higher level of representational art, would be those paintings
included human life in the landscape or natural surroundings, the ratio
one to the other determining their relative status, so that paintings
humanity predominated over nature would be spiritually superior to
which the converse was the case, and so on, through all manner of
gradations of content and context.
Frankly, it was possible,
But what applied to naturalism applied no less to the various levels of civilization depicted, which, as already noted, were open to a similar scale of thematic assessment, beginning with the meanest village and culminating in the greatest city, through all degrees of natural/artificial content in any number of realistic/materialistic contexts. Thus Philpott's big cityscapes, eschewing all traces of nature, were evidently of the highest order of artificial representation, signifying the most advanced level yet attained by civilization in the face of nature. Together with the machines he painted, they attested to evolutionary progress not just with regard to large-scale urbanization and industrialization, but also, and no less importantly, with regard to art, which, in evolving beyond naturalism, had attained to an unprecedented level of representational importance. Whether it could progress any further in such terms remained to be seen; though, providing cities continued to expand and become ever more sophisticated, subject to new orders of architectural innovation in which more synthetically advanced materials were utilized to a transcendental end, there seemed to be no reason for one to suppose otherwise.
As Keith Logan had already intimated, however, Philpott's representational works were, for all their relevance to the contemporary world, of an inferior order of painting to his abstract works, which, seemingly inspired by the geometrical principles of Neo-Plasticism, attested to a higher and altogether more spiritual realm of creativity - one necessarily idealistic rather than materialistic in scope. For, in the development of the modern, it was, above all, the progress of abstraction that counted for most, as this was a species of art which, properly speaking, had only come into existence in the twentieth century and signified a level of creativity beyond and above the purely representational, in which the spiritual came to predominate over the material, and the individual accordingly managed to assert a new importance over society.
Thus the small number of
on display in the Philpott exhibition was,
Opposed to this or, rather, on the level of proletarian materialism, were the most recent developments in machine art, whether in the form of auto-destructive machines, as with Jean Tinguely, or of highly-complex programmed machines, such as the American James Seawright had invented. And, of course, aligned with this were the experiments being made with computers and video-recorders, which were generally of a secular, or technological, order.
Thus whatever was essentially concerned with light could be said to constitute the new religious art, an art pertinent to transcendental man which, now as before, took precedence over the materialistic art-forms currently in existence. A Gyorgy Kepes was therefore, from Logan's standpoint, a superior type of artist to a Jean Tinguely, a Takis to a James Seawright; though, as the writer was at pains to remind his audience, a clear-cut distinction between religious and secular artists couldn't always be inferred, there being major artists who, like Nicholas Schöffer, experimented in both fields, thereby attesting to a kind of liberal compromise between the two extremes. However, as regards Paul Fleshman, there could be little doubt that his work, culminating in light art, was of a superior order to Philpott's, since predominantly and intrinsically religious. Apart from the low-level abstracts, the latter artist's work was mostly secular, if of a relatively high order of secularity within the, by and large, petty-bourgeois context of contemporary painterly art.
To be sure, Fleshman
was indeed gratified by this opinion, and hastened to express his
To which, of course, they all agreed, particularly Logan, who elected to assert that beyond light art there was nothing higher, especially where the use of fluorescent tubing and laser beams were concerned, which, in the hands of the finest artists, had taken religious art to its highest ever peaks. For the progress of art meant that, these days, the world's leading artists were second-to-none - indeed, were superior to all the so-called great artists the world had already produced. Where the great masters of the past had been obliged to express the spiritual in terms of Christianity and through the medium of paint, their contemporary counterparts had the benefit of religious evolution to draw upon and a much more spiritual medium in which to work. Paint was still paint - a kind of liquid matter that solidified. But electric or neon light ... who could touch or feel that? Who could deny its spiritual essence or intangibility? And because God was spirit or, more specifically, the pure spirituality that would emerge from the superconscious at the culmination of evolution, who could fail to perceive the analogy with God which the finest light art evoked, even though such an analogy was paradoxically based on chemical or electrical means?
Here it was not Christ so much as that which, as pure spirituality, stood above and beyond Him ... with which one was essentially concerned. No longer Christian symbolism, but the truth of God per se. How therefore could one fail to recognize the moral superiority of this art to whatever had preceded it in the paradoxical realm of religious representation? How could one fail to see in artists such as Kepes, Takis, Schöffer, and, indeed, Paul Fleshman himself, the culmination of the spiritual in art thus far, whether or not such artists were consciously aware of producing religious art? The very fact of human evolution virtually guaranteed one a certain knowledge that art, no less than everything else, continued to progress through the centuries until such time as it attained to a maximum approximation to the spiritual essence of God, and thus completed its destiny.
Whether, in fact, art had
at its ultimate goal was, to say the least, a debatable point. For there were still many interesting
experiments and refinements on previous attainments being made which,
the world wasn't suddenly plunged into a nuclear holocaust, would
continue for some time to come, bringing the approximation to God's
essence ever closer through the use of a brighter, purer inner light. After all, art wasn't just an arbitrary affair. On the contrary, it was a very definite
procedure with an ever-present responsibility to evolution. Once it had attained to its zenith, there
could be no deviations into dilettantish irrelevance.
Its final flowering was what ultimately
mattered. And if it hadn't already
reached that stage, then, as
Indeed, the artist was, of course, immensely gratified to hear this, especially as he had occasionally entertained serious doubts concerning the validity of his own work. Now, on the contrary, he could tell himself that he was one of the Chosen Few blessed with the responsibility of bringing art if not to its climax then certainly to something near it, and that he, personally, was artistically superior to any of the men of the Italian Renaissance or of the German Baroque or the French Rococo or whatever, being the recipient of a much higher phase of artistic evolution. With the use of slender neon tubing and brightly coloured lights, he was producing work that Michelangelo couldn't even have dreamed of, so far was it above and beyond the leading imaginations of the Renaissance. And even the importance subsequently ascribed to light by the leading men of the Baroque, what could they do to compete with him? By comparison to the maximum brightness he could achieve, their light was indeed dim, scarcely a close approximation to the spirit of God which they vainly strove to represent, compliments of anthropomorphic necessity, through representational means. Their religious sense, commensurate with the level of evolution manifest in the seventeenth century, was hardly such as to cause any enlightened latter-day artist to envy them. No matter how earnest their desire to approximate to the essence of God, they could never transcend the anthropomorphic limitations of their time. By comparison with the finest modern artists, they lived in a kind of purgatorial twilight between the sensuous darkness of the Father and the spiritual light(ness) of the Holy Ghost, an emotional realm of the loving heart to which they were obliged to reconcile themselves as best they could.
desk in the editor's office of 'Art and Artist', Edward Hurst
at the stooped head of his sub-editor, Stuart Hill, who was at that
over the closely typed pages of Thurber's latest review.
The critic had submitted this review in all
good faith, and now that
"Well?" he demanded, refocusing his eyes on the sub-editor, who had in the meantime completed his reading of the text. "What d'you make of it?"
Hill blinked rapidly and shrugged narrow shoulders. "I'm not absolutely sure," he confessed, with an appropriately puzzled expression on his middle-aged face. "It's certainly in Thurber's style but ..." and here he briefly referred his attention back to the typescript and shook his head "... I find it extremely difficult to believe that he would have expressed himself in exactly these terms."
"Ah, you mean he wouldn't
have held so
many of the opinions expressed there?"
The sub-editor nodded vaguely, then said: "Yes, it's the content that especially puzzles me. I mean, since when has he ever referred to a bright monochromatic canvas as 'pleasingly transcendental'? Indeed, have we ever encountered the word 'transcendental' in his reviews before?"
"Not to my knowledge we
"Quite so," Hill confirmed, nodding sharply. "He has taken a sensibly rational view of them, such as would appeal to the majority of our readers, and thereby regarded the results as either poor art or, more usually, as no art at all! He has never considered them pleasing, much less 'pleasingly transcendental'."
"And what do you make of his
to that exhibit comprised of a large globe of white paint surrounded by
narrow band of black paint?"
"Yes, that really puzzles me," Hill confessed, frowning down at the review in his trembling hands. "Especially where he contends that it 'encourages the most optimistic and spiritually satisfying reflections'. One wonders what he can mean."
"And a rather anarchic alien spirit too," Hill opined, reading on. "For not only does he embrace Op Art with an enthusiasm I wouldn't ordinarily associate with him but, to crown one's bewilderment, he goes on to apply a similar enthusiasm to the Kinetic works on display, deeming their creator a disciple of J-R Soto and a credit to Kinetic ensembles in general. Frankly, this is hard to believe!"
"You needn't remind me," said Hurst, who sighed in heartfelt exasperation. "His attitude to Kinetics was always what we would have expected it to be.... Not that he was given that many opportunities to come into close contact with it. However, if that's hard to believe, what follows is downright impossible!"
"You mean his eulogistic attitude towards the neon tubes?" Hill nervously suggested.
"You bet I do!"
"Since he wrote this would appear to be the most obvious answer," Hill remarked, in a mild attempt at humour. "And to an extent, moreover, which makes it possible for him to regard an anarchic arrangement or, rather, derangement of variously-coloured neon tubes as 'a rather fine work'. Really, one ought to feel sorry for the poor jerk! He even goes so far as to imagine that Moholy-Nagy would have been impressed by it."
"Who's he?" asked an angry
"One of the originators of light art, I believe,” Hill replied, momentarily looking-up from the typescript on his lap, as though to reassure himself that his senior colleague was still serious. "But whether or not Moholy-Nagy would have been impressed, it's above all the fact that Thurber was impressed by it which worries me. It's really out-of-character. As you say, impossible to believe."
"You mean, someone may have suggested it to him?" Hill conjectured doubtfully.
"That's the most probable explanation," admitted Hurst, who had got up from his leather-backed swivel chair and was slowly pacing backwards and forwards on the narrow space of wooden floor behind it. He appeared to be deeply absorbed in thought, completely withdrawn from his surroundings.
"But who?" Hill asked in exasperation.
"I have my ideas," said
"I see," sighed Hill in evident relief. "And you think this someone may have gone along to the exhibition with him and influenced his review?" he cautiously suggested.
the completed text was before him and, even granted Thurber's
puritanical preference for the abstract over the representational,
clearly bore the mark of an alien influence - how could he keep his
promise? How could he possibly allow
himself to fall victim to a further humiliation at
Yes, it was precisely on
account of this
comparatively recent change of emphasis on Thurber's part that
However, it was the
sub-editor who broke
the psychological deadlock - at least in
"I suppose so,"
"Yes?" Hill pressed, anxiously peering into his senior colleague's worry-strained face.
"Perhaps it will
little hard on Thurber," conceded the sub-editor, who was slightly
"And score one off against that jerk Fleshman in the process," Hill declared. "For I'm convinced that nothing would give him greater satisfaction than to receive a favourable review in our periodical."
"Oh, you mean the 'Neon Vortices'?" Hill observed, immediately turning the page to the exhibit in question.
"Yes, that's the one," said
"Doesn't it just?" the sub-editor concurred, smiling wryly. "Though it boggles even more at the fact that our reviewer regards this work as the fruit of a long tradition of neon projects that should extend into the future on a still brighter and more transcendental basis. One wonders what-the-hell he can mean?"
Hurst coughed contemptuously and fidgeted nervously in his chair, causing an involuntary swivel, which only served to underline the general uncertainty. "Well, whatever he damn-well means, it won't extend into the future in our publication," he solemnly averred. "We shall continue to maintain a twilight bias against the light."
"Naturally," Hill confirmed. "And, in that respect, Philpott's art would generally appear to be closer to our mundane requirements than this other business. Unfortunately, his representational canvases don't appear to have received the warmest of critical appraisals from our official reviewer, do they? Which is a great pity since, from what I already know of the man, he seems to be a highly talented artist - indeed, one of the most accomplished figurative artists currently at work."
"Quite, and one who knows
how to draw
a line, so to speak, between sanity and madness, genuine art and sham
Hill nodded his professional agreement and thereupon returned the review to the editor's desk. "Oh well, since we're not going to publish this we needn't fear that Philpott will be offended by what's written in it," he said. Maybe we can arrange to give him a better deal, critically speaking, in future - assuming he continues to exhibit quality work?"
"Yes, I can't see why not,"
"None whatsoever." Hill had got up from his chair and was striding towards the door. "I'll leave you to take care of Thurber," he said, turning round when he reached it.
Light, just light and peace. Let the true and deeper self reveal itself! Let there be an end to distracting thoughts! Just light and peace. Yes, and then perhaps one would be closer to pure spirituality. Then, sooner or later, one would experience revealed truth - the light of Infused Contemplation. At present, however, nothing that could be described as union with ultimate divinity. At present, just this fringe higher consciousness of waiting upon truth, waiting upon bliss. Such a long way to go, but not to despair! Never lose hope that eventually the day of deliverance will come and only pure spirituality reign supreme. Not personally, however, not for you - the latter-day aspirant. No, at best a few seconds or perhaps even a minute or two of ultimate truth, such as one could be expected to bear. Something equivalent to or maybe even greater than what the foremost saints experienced in the past. Yes, in this day and age hopefully something greater than that. A clear intimation of what it would be like to live only in the superconscious mind, freed altogether from subconscious constraints. Freed, in other words, from the daily round of egocentric influences and dualistic consciousness.
Dualistic? No, not quite! A different consciousness, certainly, from that experienced by medieval man. Less under subconscious dominion and therefore correspondingly less egocentric. Different, too, from the consciousness experienced by pagan man, with his penchant for the 'dark gods of the loins' and horrible blood sacrifices. Much less under subconscious dominion than him! No longer in fear of a vengeful deity, thank goodness! No longer beastly and a nature-worshipper, with a guilty conscience for essentially being in rebellion against the sensual, and thus somehow different from the beasts. No, and still less under subconscious dominion than the caveman, that creature who was almost a beast and dwelt among beasts as among equals in the struggle for survival. No, most definitely a different kind of consciousness than would have been acknowledged by one's distant ancestors! Rather, a post-egocentric consciousness, incipiently transcendental, growing all the time more biased towards the superconscious and thus less under the sway of its dark antithesis. Surely approaching a time when even to own a dog would be to render oneself too exposed to commerce with beasts, and dogs are accordingly banished from society as no longer acceptable or relevant? Phased-out, in conjunction with other unnecessary animals, because we can no longer tolerate their beastliness and desire only to be surrounded by that which reflects our superconscious idealism?
Yes, so not a dualistic consciousness now but, still, a consciousness which can only expect a relatively brief intimation of what it would mean to be entirely beyond the subconscious. Yet, even so, a consciousness that is certainly better and higher than any consciousness which has preceded it in the long history of our race, and one, moreover, that will continue to improve, to grow ever more enamoured of the inner light, ever more attuned to the artificial, the development towards greater environmental perfection of the city and its salutary spiritualizing influence. But little by little, generation following generation, refinement superseding refinement, dedication eclipsing dedication, towards ever higher peaks of spiritual attainment. Until at length, after decades or even centuries of spiritual progress, our descendants attain to the culmination of human evolution and become completely godlike, the worthy recipients of superconscious bliss, a life form at the furthest possible remove from the beasts - the ultimate life form ... eternal and complete, the consummation of Christian prophecy in the heavenly side of the Last Judgement! But, in the meantime, now as before, a series of temporal judgements, the dividing of the wheat from the chaff and the subsequent damnation of the latter. In the meantime, evolution continues its journey, whatever one's beliefs or status, towards its ultimate goal. It can do nothing else.
So light and peace for those who want it, those who wish to draw nearer to ultimate divinity. Nearer certainly, though not, except possibly at rare occasions and in minute doses, right into the divine presence. Not yet, at any rate! Only by degrees, a little at a time. God as pure spirituality, inner light, ultimate truth, superconscious bliss, known and knower at once. A condition that is always potentially with one and yet diluted, impeded by the subconscious from showing itself in all its glory - except, that is, on rare occasions and for brief periods of time for those who seek it. But a condition that is destined to shine through to a much greater extent in the future, to extend its influence over all its devotees until such time as nothing but the inner light exists and they become One with it. Man evolving towards God, away from the Devil. Towards ultimate positivity, away from primal negativity. Man in his prime as man - in balance between evil and good. Man past his prime as man - predominantly good. Man become godlike - entirely good. Perfect! At present, less imperfect than formerly, becoming purer, less diluted by the sensual. Gaining a slow but sure spiritual victory over the Devil, which is impure darkness. Climbing ever closer towards the heavenly light.
So let there be light and peace! Let the truth have a chance to reveal itself if I am worthy of it! If not, then I mustn't lose heart but should continue to offer myself in waiting, continue to make myself available, so that the highest in me comes shining through in self-revelation. Yet if, after years of perseverance in such waiting, the highest in me is still unable to fully reveal itself, then I must resign myself to my impure condition and accept its diluted state as just. I must not doubt the existence of the ultimate 'promised land' of the spirit because of this, but should take fresh confidence in the hope that those who come after me will be in a better psychic position to glimpse it, and perhaps dally in it for awhile. So I'll rest content to be merely a humble link in the chain of the generations stretching from alpha to omega, Hell to Heaven. I shall accept my fate as just. For the great majority of men are inevitably doomed, not so much to Hell, these days, as to simple human death. I shall understand the logic of my position in relation to the subconscious, which presumably still has more influence over me than is commensurate with the full revelation of undiluted truth. Tomorrow's generations will be superior to today's. Therein lies our hope for the future.
But now I have thought and reasoned too much! I have quite forgotten the duty I had set myself in preparing my mind for the divine presence. I must refrain from thinking and so grant the higher level of superconsciousness an opportunity to become manifest. Thought pertains to the lower level, and therein lies its limitations. It isn't pure, even when at its best. So let there be light and peace ...
At that moment, the sharp ringing of the doorbell to his flat interrupted these psychic ruminations and put an abrupt halt to his good intentions. It quite startled him, making him forsake whatever equanimity he was in the process of achieving. Who-on-earth could that be, he wondered? He hadn't been expecting anyone to call that evening. It was more than a little inconvenient! And so he waited, listening a few seconds, hoping that the bell wouldn't be rung again. But such wasn't to be the case. For a second and more insistent ringing duly followed in the first one's wake, obliging him to clamber to his feet. He didn't have the nerve to ignore it - not, at any rate, when he had worked himself up into an honourable frame-of-mind with the intention of meditating. Yet it was inconvenient to him, all the same, and he couldn't help cursing his luck, as he staggered out of the brightly lit all-white room and into the comparative shadow of the dimly lit hall.
"Just a minute!" he shouted, while he fumbled his way along the narrow passageway that led to the front door. He was quite dazed by the sudden change of light and the accompanying exertion of bodily movement, the sudden surge of blood from compressed channels, hardly recognizing his face in the hall mirror. But he seemed presentable enough, even given the fact that he was still attired in his all-white meditating clothes - teeshirt, flannels, socks, sneakers - and looked somewhat like a ghost. Too bad if the caller didn't like his appearance!
Again the doorbell sounded in his ears, but this time he was ready for it and immediately pounced on the door, as though to silence it. His recognition of the caller wasn't so immediate however, partly because of his dazed state-of-mind and partly, too, because he had only seen her twice before. But when it did come she elicited from him an exclamation of surprise and delight, which considerably enriched the simple utterance of her name. He could scarcely believe his eyes.
"Hi, Keith," said Greta with, despite evident relief at seeing him, a worried look on her face. "I'm sorry to bother you this evening, but do you mind if I come in and talk to you?"
"No, not at all," he assured her, standing to one side so that she could enter the passageway. A whiff of sweet perfume lodged in his nostrils as she drew up alongside him, causing him to smile with secret pleasure. It was the same perfume, he recalled, that she had worn at Fleshman's gathering the other night. But he couldn't very well permit himself to dwell on that subject when he didn't know the exact reason for her visit. Perhaps, after all, something was seriously amiss? She didn't look particularly happy anyway. He closed the door and motioned her to follow him back along the passageway into his living room at the far end. It was a cosy little room but, at the moment, rather chilly. So, after an apology about that, he set about switching on the fan heater there. "Please excuse my appearance," he added, as she took a chair in front of him.
"I hadn't noticed anything wrong with it," she responded, giving him a cursory inspection.
"Oh well, it's just that I was in the process of meditating when you arrived, and didn't have time to change my clothes. I don't usually receive visitors garbed like this, you see."
Greta blushed faintly and lowered her eyes in shame. "Please forgive me for disturbing you," she begged him.
"Through Martin," she candidly replied. "He gave it to me yesterday."
"Really? And is that why you want to talk to me - about Thurber?"
"Yes, absolutely! You see ..." She didn't quite know where
to begin, especially since
"Can I get you a coffee or something?" he offered.
She looked somewhat relieved at the prospect
of a hot drink, which
"Now then, take your time with what you have to tell me," he advised her, noting that in the meantime Greta had taken off her short leather jacket and lain it by the side of the chair.
"Well, to put it as briefly as possible, Martin has lost his job as a regular contributor to 'Art and Artist', having also had his latest review rejected by Mr Hurst," she ventured.
"Yes, precisely! The editor phoned him yesterday morning to say that his article was unsuitable and would be returned in due course."
"Apparently because it reflects too many attitudes incompatible with the publication's requirements," Greta revealed. "In short, because it bears the stamp of your influence."
"No, well that's what he evidently did, and under the misguided assumption, moreover, that he would be producing a better and more objective review in consequence," Greta averred. "You see, he'd been worried since the night of Mr Hurst's party that the editor would drop him from the magazine in consequence of ... well, forgive me for saying so but ... the displeasure your conversation engendered in our host during the course of the evening."
"You must be aware, surely, that Mr Hurst was none too sympathetic towards your religious views."
"Yes, but I don't see how that could have any bearing on Thurber's review."
"Unfortunately it does, though for reasons that you probably wouldn't understand." She swallowed a mouthful of coffee and then stared angrily at the carpet in front of her. "But don't think I'm blaming you for what has happened between Martin and the magazine," she went on. "It's against Edward Hurst that I bear a grudge ... for breaking his promise!"
"I'm afraid I don't quite
Greta was on the verge of
tears, and the
hand holding the coffee was trembling slightly.
She didn't really want to tell
"And he promised to keep his word?" responded Logan, who was visibly shocked by her revelation, as well as slightly embarrassed in the proximity of so beautiful a woman.
"Yes, absolutely!" Greta confirmed. "I was solemnly assured as much."
"The dirty double-crossing
At this point Greta could contain her thwarted emotions no longer but burst into an avalanche of tears, a victim of outraged innocence. She put the coffee to one side and hid her face in her hands.
"I'm dreadfully sorry," Greta stammered through tear-drenched lips. "Please forgive me. I'm really behaving quite stupidly."
"Here, take this to dry your eyes with!" he advised her, extracting a clean paper tissue from his front pocket. He so hated to see people upset, and, as she made an effort to dry her eyes, he clasped her more tightly against himself and began, almost unconsciously, to stroke her hair, at first very tentatively and then, as she calmed down a little, with greater firmness. "There, there!" he soothed her anew, as he drew her head against his chest and, again almost unconsciously, planted a gentle kiss on it, continuing all the while to stroke her hair. Inevitably, the scent of her perfume once more entered his nostrils and, in spite of himself, engendered a subtle pleasure, made him conscious not so much of a suffering person in his arms as of a highly attractive woman - a woman whose slender nape was now exposed to his tender gaze, and whose shoulder blades and arms excited a degree of lust it would have been difficult if not impossible to ignore. In a split second his mind changed track, becoming conscious of a sexuality and desire which prolonged celibacy could only intensify, and although he feebly struggled against the temptation to exploit her weakness, the lure of her flesh was too strong to resist and he found himself growing aroused by it and becoming strangely indifferent to any finer feelings. Already the hand that had initially clasped her to himself was gently but steadily working its way up and down her back, and also roaming farther afield over the no-less attractive terrain lower down. It was even working its way under her vest to the bare skin beneath, and as it did so his lips desired not the crown of her head so much as the response of her lips - indeed, forced such a response upon her as, in mute resignation, she turned her face up towards him and closed her eyes, closed them upon past pain while simultaneously opening her lips to present pleasure. Yes, now indeed would come her true consolation, now he could really give it to her!
She lay on the carpet, her miniskirt up round her hips, her head turned away from him, while he sat beside her and gazed down over the expanse of her shapely body. Was there a blemish on it? He didn't think so, at least not from what he could see of it at that moment. He liked the way she was built, liked it all over. Felt that she was just his kind of woman, even down to the shape of her sex, which was one of those open or, as he liked to think of them, diamond-shaped vaginas which he preferred to the closed, or tight, variety. There could be no denying her physical attractiveness, for it had certainly got the better of him or, to put the matter in a slightly more romantic light, induced him to appreciate it to the hilt. And now that he had appreciated it as much as his nature seemed to require, he felt relatively satisfied and purged, so to speak, of sensual desire. But not altogether happy since, deep down, he was rather ashamed of himself for having exploited her distress to his own sexual advantage, even though she had been the more sexually active of the two as, standing front to back, he had inserted himself into her and got her to ease herself up-and-down on him both in response to the fact of how she was dressed and to his transcendental lifestyle which, just prior to Greta's appearance, had taken a radically contemplative turn.
"Are you angry with me?" he nervously asked, his voice pregnant with anticipated remorse.
She turned her face towards him and looked searchingly into his dark-blue eyes. "Of course not!" she replied. "Why should I be?"
"Well, I was just thinking of Thurber. I mean, he wouldn't be very pleased to learn that you ..."
"Oh, don't be such a prig! You needn't worry about Martin. It's what you feel that interests me. For instance, whether you really like me."
"Naturally. I like you very much."
She smiled her relief and extended a friendly hand to his back, which she then proceeded to stroke. "And I like you very much, too!" she averred. "In fact, I might even be in love with you."
He swallowed hard and turned away from her gaze. It came as a sort of embarrassing shock to him, this admission on her part. She was bluffing, surely? "But didn't you come here solely on Thurber's behalf?" he stated.
"Yes, I believe so," she admitted, though, in truth, she didn't want to be reminded of the fact. "I came to blubber on your shoulder and seek advice."
"Which is something, alas,
haven't given you!" he confessed, blushing slightly.
"But, really, what a double-crossing
"He might," Greta reluctantly conceded. "But, even so, I shouldn't have been obliged to prostitute myself just to get his co-operation."
"Indeed not!" Logan concurred in a tone of righteous indignation, which partly resulted from sympathy towards Greta and partly from disgust that Mr Hurst had actually got his hands on her and more than his hands inside her - no doubt, in a barbarously callous manner. "But we shouldn't allow him to get off scot-free from what he's done," he added.
"So what can we do?" Greta murmured, evidently perplexed.
"You haven't told Thurber about it?"
"I could hardly do that!"
"No, I suppose it would be
"Perhaps," Greta rejoined, following a short but anguished pause. "Though I rather suspect that he would deny it or claim I was exaggerating."
"But surely she would be suspicious of him?"
"Possibly. Yet, there again, we can't be certain that he hasn't been unfaithful to her before, nor that she would necessarily be surprised or offended by the fact. Besides, I shouldn't wish to be the person to confess to having had sex with her husband. If she did get angry, she'd more than likely take it out on me, not him! And if I don't confess to it, who else can? Not you, for one. And not Martin Thurber either, for the simple reason that I can't bring myself to tell him. So either way we're stumped."
"What a pity!" Logan declared lamely, casting her a sympathetic glance. "Not that it's the end of the world. I mean he only had sex with you, after all."
Greta reluctantly nodded in the teeth of her compunction. For her self-esteem was still smarting from the way Hurst had actually had sex with her, and it now struck her, in the light of what had happened this evening, that, sexually considered, Hurst and Logan were as far apart as they were politically and even socially. "Yes, I suppose he can't exactly be accused of a crime there," she said, a shade reluctantly, "even though the age is more partial, in its rampant secularity, to transmuting sins into crimes. But it's poor Martin that I'm essentially worried about. For now that he's without a magazine to contribute anything to ..."
"What about the one you
"You mean 'The Arts'?"
"Yes, doesn't it publish art reviews too?"
"It does. But it's run by Colin Patmore, and he's a friend of Mr Hurst's. More than a friend actually - in fact, his brother-in-law."
"You really think so?"
The young woman raised
herself from the
carpet and sat beside
"Well?" he pressed her.
"Oh, I don't know, it all sounds too simple," she rejoined on a sceptical note. "He might just as easily phone Mr Hurst in order to find out whether I was bluffing him."
"Would that make any difference?"
"It might do."
"Not if he was fonder of his
"Yes, but, really, in this day and age people are being unfaithful to one another all the fucking time!" Greta angrily asseverated.
There then followed an uncomfortable silence,
during which Logan had an opportunity to reflect on his own behaviour
evening - non-adulterous though it was - and to some extent swallow his
words. He felt momentarily ashamed of
himself again and anxious to change the subject. "Well,
the outcome, you can but
try, and see what happens," he advised her. "If
publishes your stories and you generally get on with him, there's
chance that he'll accept. After all, he
may not be as friendly towards
Greta had to admit that that
possibility, albeit not a particularly reassuring one.
Still, there could be no harm in giving Patmore
a try, since he had never shown any hostility
towards her in the past. Nor, for that
matter, towards Thurber, whom he had spoken to at
"Yes or, rather, listened to what I had to say about literature and modern art," the avant-garde novelist confirmed.
"And what kind of impression did you form of him?" Greta wanted to know.
"He seemed more tolerant and
intelligent, on the whole, than Mr Hurst, as well as more sympathetic
what I write,"
Greta looked agreeably surprised. "And so would I," she declared. "I still can't believe it's for real."
Logan blushed faintly and offered her a conciliatory smile, saying: "If you're really interested in seeing it, there's a copy of my latest novel over there." He pointed in the direction of a small glass table a few yards to their right, on which a couple of music magazines and an average-sized paperback with a purple cover could be seen.
She got to her feet, smoothed her tight miniskirt back into place, and walked briskly across to the table, picked up the paperback without looking at its title, and just as briskly returned to her place beside him. She was smiling continually, for she still couldn't take the idea of a completely senseless literature seriously. "Is that the title?" she asked, referring his attention to the large gold lettering on the cover.
"Yes," he admitted, nodding. "Would you like me to read some of the first chapter for you, or are you going to brave it out yourself?"
"I think I'll have a go at it," she decided, and, turning to page one of 'Endings', began, in as steady and serious a tone-of-voice as she could muster, to read: "'Saturday the thanking green has over, papers big a run, incident boy never gong. Thoughtful, poseur greetings the think abstraction, nothing sake badgers, boats, verbs, yes goodbye were quickly, left forces night on large. He, the your of red, so show too most, gaseous they Wednesday. Nothing went passing. Why on thanks, could mine ran, high, blue caught off head, nightly grow bed then single through an. No, I yesterday gash bog out whose fainting, though said why a nervous sad, but car over nod. Grace mode privately up church. Took and bright, regrettably leg cosy where do, hit a blue, sanction bag to sat. Never paint got hopefully mouse. He's, might order off light, bat fifty, toes tall nowhere more and. To anus bad pinkly dust, was because, in doctor neither nearest calling inasmuch ring. Doubtless, themselves has why I movement caught it so larger. Is grew that blossoming fresh, the Margaret hope fretfully bellows of stout, so but. Everywhere out priest, forty countenance sparking too crowd, aghast left my lofty, gasp, presumably pen colouring could ...' Why, it doesn't even begin to make sense!" she exclaimed, shaking her head in patent disbelief, as she abandoned the text before she had even reached the end of the first paragraph. "And you write like this throughout the book?"
"As I can well imagine!" cried Greta, scarcely bothering to disguise her bewilderment. "I haven't read anything even remotely resembling it before."
"Neither have most people,"
Greta raised archly incredulous eyebrows. "Don't you really mean devolved?" she objected.
"'Evolved' is what I said and 'evolved' is what I meant," he smilingly assured her. "At present they're still tied to more traditional, and hence narrative, forms of literary communication, which is doubtless as it should be. But a time must surely come when man will be above language and given, instead, to pure knowledge, pure contemplation of the Infinite, in accordance with his desire for ultimate salvation in a spirituality transcending the word, not to mention the world."
"As you told me at Mr Hurst's place," Greta reminded him, showing signs of impatience with what struck her, in spite of her liking for him, as a crackpot notion.
"Yes, so I did," he confirmed. "And so man won't want to distract himself from his ultimate destiny by getting caught-up or bogged-down in verbal concepts. He'll know that speech and words in general are ultimately irrelevant to his spiritual salvation - indeed, could be a grave obstacle to it if indulged in as formerly. So he'll gradually free himself from their influence over him, one of the ways of doing so being to read words deprived of their customary status as meaningful components of syntactic sentences and reduced, instead, to their bare bones, as it were, in a largely if not totally abstract arrangement. He will become conscious of words as words rather than as meanings, or concepts denoting subject/object relationships, and gradually be weaned of his dependence on them as vehicles for representational communication. One might say that this mode of writing will act as a kind of transition between traditional communicative language and the pure contemplation which stands above it. Simply a means of breaking down our traditional dependence on concepts. However, the widespread reading of such works won't come about for some time yet - of that you can rest assured!"
A broad smile of ironic relief erupted across Greta's face in spite of her endeavour to take what he was saying seriously. "As I think you said at Mr Hurst's party," she reminded him. "Such abstract works could only appeal, at present, to a tiny minority of, what, advanced intellectuals?"
"Advanced by comparison with
reading public, though not particularly advanced by any ultimate
Greta Ryan smiled her
Martin Thurber drew himself up closer to Greta on the settee and placed a tender kiss on her brow, then one on her nearest cheek, then another, and, finally, a longer and more daring one on her lips.
"Careful, you'll ruin my appearance!" she lightly chided him, making to turn her face away from his kissings and gently repulse his advancing fingers.
"And what kind of an appearance is that?" he teased, smiling ironically.
"You know perfectly well!" she exclaimed, a look of mild reproof in her large cat-like eyes.
He smiled complacently and cast a critical squint over the appearance in question - her delicately powdered face, with but a hint of faint eye shadow and pale lipstick. Her tied-up mass of fine brown hair. Her dark-green earrings and, of course, her white blouse and closely pleated grey skirt, with appropriately dark-blue stockings and black shoes to complete the external impression of ladylike primness. Underneath her skirt - ah, that he couldn't be sure of, since the effort he made to find out had been firmly repulsed, albeit in good humour and with a view to protecting, at all costs, the prosaic facade. Doubtless she wanted to whet his curiosity and keep him in suspense for the rest of the evening or, at any rate, until such time as their guests had departed and he was accordingly free to explore her baser self, to bring out the beast in her, in deference to his customary animal wants. Well, if that was the case, he would just have to be patient and await the hour when everything would be revealed. In all probability, her stuffy grey skirt cloaked a red cotton G-string or a pair of sexy pink nylon panties or even, as on occasion, a pair of silk French knickers. He knew more or less what to expect by now, despite her unquestionable resourcefulness. It was an old game anyway - in fact, so old that it hardly held any charm for him anymore. Maybe one of these days he would grow completely blasé and get her to reverse roles or just tell her to damn-well please herself and wear what she fucking-well liked - assuming she would still be capable of independent judgement! Yet, in all likelihood, things would continue to drag on as they had done during the better part of these past 8-9 months. She would remain the public lady as well as the private whore.
"Well, I guess I'm just
with gratitude and admiration this evening," he at length confessed,
smiling, "and can't do enough to let you know. To
should have been only too pleased to grant you your request and publish
review in his magazine - really, I can hardly believe my luck! Were it not for the fact that the latest
edition of 'The Arts' is right there on the table with my review in it,
sure I'd still think you were bluffing.
Despite what you told me last week, I just couldn't bring myself
actually believe it until the new edition came out and I received
of the fact. On the contrary, I was
under the impression that Patmore would be
person to publish me in
"True, but I don't think we
reason to believe that they're the best of friends either," Greta
remarked. "Colin Patmore
has a mind of his own and isn't his
When I mentioned your review to him, he
simply said he'd be interested to read it.
But I got the impression that he would almost certainly oblige,
before he formally agreed to it. I think
he's secretly jealous of
"Yes, I suppose so," Thurber
agreed, nodding deferentially.
"Though he has never said anything about it to me in the past. On the relatively few occasions when we
happened to meet, we've always contrived to speak about other things
either my art criticism or his publishing - which, between ourselves,
probably just as well! But, still, there
may be something in what you say.
Personally, I've never had cause to doubt his intelligence and,
as art in general is concerned, he's certainly well-informed. Knows as much about its history as anyone I
know, and more, I should think, than ever
"I quite agree," said Greta. "And we can guess what is most likely to happen, can't we?"
"Yes, which will serve him bloody-well right!" Thurber asseverated. "And I would be the last person to feel any sympathy for him. Indeed, I've a good mind to send him a copy of Mr Patmore's magazine, so that he can see my review in print."
Greta smiled wryly. "He might already have seen it and decided never to talk to his brother-in-law again," she commented.
"Yes, that's a more than
possibility," Thurber conceded, chuckling roguishly.
"Though I don't think he would bear Patmore
a grudge for long - not if his wife had any say in
the matter anyway. Besides, whenever
they hold parties, she always sees to it that her brother is invited. So it wouldn't do
Greta blushed slightly, in spite of making a determined attempt at remaining cool, and did her best to hide her face from Thurber. Her influence on Colin Patmore wasn't a subject she particularly cared to enlarge upon - not with him, at any rate! "Oh, I can assure you it was no trouble," she murmured, endeavouring to camouflage her embarrassment with a conciliatory smile. "At heart, he's one of the most generous and kind men."
"I begin to believe you may well be right," said Thurber innocently, and, overcome once more by a wave of gratitude, he planted a firm kiss on Greta's nearest cheek, which had the effect of causing her to blush anew, this time more deeply.
However, at that moment there was a sudden sharp buzz from the doorbell and, mindful of the fact that they were expecting visitors, he abandoned Greta and went to answer it, leaving her to readjust her sartorial appearance and cool herself down again. Their visitors, none other than Paul Fleshman and Yvette Sanderson, were enthusiastically admitted and led into the lounge, where they received a cordial welcome from Thurber's girlfriend, now much more in control of herself. In fact, their presence on the scene came as a welcome relief to her, and she wasted no time in letting them know it. Even Thurber must have been surprised by her readiness to fetch them drinks and find out how they were keeping, despite his own obvious delight in their presence - a delight, in large measure, attributable to the publication of his review of Fleshman's exhibition which, so it transpired, the artist had already read, having purchased a copy of 'The Arts' earlier that day. Indeed, as soon as he was comfortably seated, Fleshman made it his first priority to inform the art critic of just how much he had been impressed by his review - more impressed, in fact, than by anything else Thurber had ever written of him. "To begin with, I found it difficult to believe that you were its actual author," he confessed. "For it seemed to reveal an understanding of my work and intentions that even you, with all your considerable knowledge of modern art, have rarely professed to in the past, notwithstanding your sympathetic interest."
This time it was Thurber's turn to blush, since he was only too conscious of the extent to which the review had fallen under an alien influence and of how indebted he was, in consequence, to Logan's unwitting assistance for the final product. Then, too, Fleshman's praise sounded suspiciously like irony to him, as though the artist was in no doubt that he had really been assisted by someone but preferred, out of tactful politeness, not to say so. "Well, in point of fact, I did borrow one or two of Keith Logan's opinions," he at length admitted, turning scarlet. "For the most part, however, the review is my own." He couldn't force himself to admit the whole truth, nor to completely lie about the matter, at least not with Greta there, so he opted for this lukewarm compromise, which seemed easier to bear.
"Ah yes, I'd quite forgotten that Mr Logan visited the Fairborne Gallery with you," the artist confessed, allowing a cloud of disappointment to momentarily pass across his wrinkled face. "However, that takes nothing away from your achievement, which does more justice to me than most other critics have done in recent years, I can assure you."
"I'm sincerely relieved to hear it," said Thurber, though, in reality, he now regretted that he had lacked the courage or audacity to completely lie about the matter, since it seemed that Fleshman hadn't been ironic after all, but, in all innocence, genuinely believed him to be the sole author of the review. Now, in spite of his generous praise, it was all too evident that the artist was really quite disappointed for having been proved wrong.
"By the way, where is Keith Logan tonight?" asked Yvette, desiring to change the subject. She was sitting next to Greta on the settee and had automatically addressed herself to Thurber, who sat directly opposite her in one of the room's two armchairs. "I thought you would have invited him over, too," she added.
"Well, in point of fact, we had thought of doing so," Thurber replied, looking uneasy, "but finally decided against it on the grounds that he would probably get into one of his overly didactic moods and dominate the conversation with his views on art, religion, politics, etc., to the detriment of everyone else. To put it frankly, we preferred the prospect of a nice, quiet, friendly, uneducative evening in the company of old friends, to a controversially intellectual one in Logan's radical company." Which, to some extent, was perfectly true, though the real motive, revolving around the desire not to have the chief architect of the review present at the same time as Fleshman, was hardly one to be imparted to his guests, and Thurber wisely refrained from doing so, even though the telling of yet another untruth caused him some further emotional discomfiture!
However, Yvette seemed
satisfied by his
reply and nodded in apparent sympathy.
She hadn't found
"I can't say that I really minded his conversation," he declared, turning towards Thurber. "On the contrary, I found it refreshingly positive, especially what he said about the progress of art - a subject which has been considered in some depth, albeit in slightly different terms, by Miss Suzi Gablik, whose book Progress in Art I'm currently re-reading. Had it not been for that, I doubt whether I'd now be feeling quite as proud of myself - that's to say, proud to be a light artist whose approximation to and/or intimation of ultimate truth is apparently much closer than anything attempted by artists in the past, including the very best of them. Really, it was most reassuring to learn as much, particularly as I'd previously been the victim of self-doubt and a nagging disillusionment with the whole trend of contemporary art, particularly the light-art aspect of it. Now, however, I've sound reasons for believing that everything is working-out for the best, and that my own art, or at any rate the more radical examples of it, can be further improved upon in the course of time - in other words, transcended by yet more radical projects. A purer and brighter light, concentrated in patterns of greater complexity, should produce an even closer intimation of ultimate truth, and thus firmly establish me not just on the pinnacle of contemporary art but, ipso facto, on the pinnacle of all art to-date. What could be more spiritually gratifying than that?"
Thurber nodded appreciatively. "Yes, there's certainly something encouraging about such a prospect," he admitted, "and I'm confident that you'll continue to develop for the better, in accordance with your growing predilection for light works. Whether or not you'll become the world's greatest artist, I don't know. But, providing you don't relapse into representational art, you should at least remain among the leaders." He paused a moment, as though for breath, before continuing: "As regards representational art, on the other hand, I've latterly come to the informed opinion that, in terms of sheer technical brilliance and imaginative scope, Salvador Dali is the world's greatest artist to-date - greater even than Bruegel, Dürer, Raphael, Tintoretto, Velazquez, Poussin, Rubens, Rembrandt, Delacroix, Turner, and Cezanne."
Fleshman raised his bushy brows in a gesture of sceptical astonishment. "You may have a point there," he warily conceded, following a rather anguished pause, "and I'm sure there are many people who would share your opinion. Strangely, I've never seriously considered Dali's status in relation to the aesthetic tradition. Naturally, I've been aware that, in representational terms, he's usually regarded by the more Catholic artists and critics as the greatest Spanish artist of the twentieth century, greater even than Picasso, who was comparatively heathenistic. But whether or not he can therefore be considered the ultimate master of representational art ... is quite another thing. Doubtless, the criteria you put forward have some merit and deserve to be taken seriously ..."
"Especially as regards imaginative scope, which, at times, is completely out-of-this-world," Yvette interposed, leaning forwards. "One wonders how he managed to think up so many interesting ideas."
"Yes, I know what you mean," Thurber responded. "One is made acutely aware, by Dali's best works, of the nature of genius, which may be defined in terms of the superhuman. The man's imaginative and technical capacities are so far above the average level ... as to appear positively godlike..... Not that Keith Logan would like to hear me use that term in relation to creative greatness. Nonetheless, an analogue with the more-than-human prevails. Or to speak more literally, and in terms which Logan would doubtless prefer to hear, were he with us tonight, one should say that genius presupposes a great man, and that it's therefore the fact of Dali's greatness which is brought home to one through the contemplation of several of his works."
Fleshman nodded his large head in unequivocal agreement. "Most intelligent people would certainly agree with you there," he affirmed, "even though a number of the more democratically minded might be unsympathetic, these days, towards the concept of human greatness, and accordingly desirous that such a phenomenon should quickly disappear from the world, associated, as it all-too-easily can be, with autocratic power."
"I, for one!" cried Greta somewhat impulsively.
"Yes, well, it may be that Dali represents the end of an old tradition of egocentric creativity rather than the beginnings of something new," Fleshman rejoined, "whereas, in my consistent allegiance to a variety of non-representational tendencies, I am aligned with the new, and consequently indisposed to Dalian criteria of greatness. My criteria, on the contrary, are decidedly post-egocentric, and therefore germane to the superconscious. Unlike Dali and the Surrealists generally, I don't delve into the subconscious for my material, but aspire towards the inner light. Which is why, I suppose, that my work is intrinsically superior to his, since it accords with a higher phase of human evolution, a phase in which man approximates to the godlike instead of remaining bound to the human and, in particular, to the greatly human. No longer the works of a great man, but of man growing steadily closer to the godlike in superconscious one-sidedness. That's what chiefly distinguishes the new from the old, the post-egocentric from the egocentric. Though in Dali's case - as, indeed, in the cases of many other representational artists - the psychological stance is less egocentric than incipiently post-egocentric, so that he tended to look back and down on the subconscious from a slight psychological elevation over it, and thus produced surrealism.
"Alternatively, an artist in such a position could, if he chose, decide to concentrate not on the internal, or psychical, manifestation of subconscious life, but on its external, or physical, manifestation," Fleshman went on, warming still further to his argument, "and thus produce modern landscape painting, which could be defined as the extrovert equivalent of surrealism. For example, Paul Nash has artfully combined natural with surreal elements in a number of works, and may therefore be described as a dualistic introvert/extrovert artist of the subconscious domain. On the other hand, Ben Nicholson has drawn both landscapes and painted abstract reliefs throughout his career, and would seem to be an artist of both the subconscious and the superconscious domains, which, in an age of transition from the old to the new, needn't particularly surprise us. Having begun in a naturalistic framework, Piet Mondrian completely dedicated his mature creative life to abstraction, and may therefore be regarded as primarily an artist of the superconscious domain - an artist superior in essence to both Nash and Nicholson, not to mention Dali."
"What a fascinating contention!" Thurber exclaimed, beaming an admiring and excited look directly at the artist. "Because Mondrian was more consistently forward-looking than Nicholson and, unlike both Nash and Dali in their separate ways, not at all interested in the subconscious domain. Yes, it begins to make sense! And presumably anyone who, like yourself, had evolved from painterly abstraction to light art would be Mondrian's superior, since on a higher and more genuine level of superconscious affiliation?"
"That's quite possible," Fleshman conceded, smiling proudly.
"And certainly congruous with the import
"Yes, I can well imagine,"
Thurber sympathetically. "Though,
if the internal or introvert manifestations of superconscious
affiliation prove too much for a given temperament, there are always
external or extrovert alternatives, which take the forms of Modern
Photo-Realism, Socialist Realism, or whatever - in other words,
the cityscape, tools, machines, modern industrial appliances or
modern city-dwellers, such as one finds in Joseph Philpott,
at the Fairborne
exhibition. For this species of
representational art is, according to Keith Logan, the highest form of
representation of which the human race has ever conceived, and one
eclipse all the other forms, especially those associated with nature or
phenomena. It isn't representational art
se which is outmoded, but only a particular kind of
representation - in other words, that which adheres to the
whether internally or externally. The
cityscape, however, is the non-sensuous environment of modern man, and
accordingly be depicted as such. It
gives rise to a form of secular art which complements the religious art
abstraction, especially the most advanced and superconsciously-biased
abstraction. Thus both the
external and internal worlds are catered for, now as previously. But, as
"Which is fundamentally nothing less than the difference between woman and man," Fleshman contended, casting both Greta and Yvette ironically appreciative glances. "As Oscar Wilde so eloquently put it: 'Women represent the triumph of matter over mind, just as men represent the triumph of mind over morals', though I fear he was simply being facetious in regard to the latter who, regarded more philosophically, should really be equated with the triumph of mind over matter, in complete contrast to women!"
"Oh come now, Paul, we're not all devoid of spiritual leanings!" Yvette protested, standing-up for her sex, both literally and metaphorically speaking, since she had in fact risen to her feet as though to cuff him.
"I'm not for one instant suggesting that you are," the artist retorted, drawing back, "but am simply generalizing both men and women into what has traditionally been and, to a certain extent, still continues to be the case. God knows, most women have no shortage of drive, if you interpret spirit in that sense, though usually it's their external beauty - and hence appearance - which is the governing factor. A woman who was more centred in essence than in appearance wouldn't really be a woman at all, but a sort of man in disguise. Yet most women, it goes without saying, are fundamentally womanly, and thus function in the realm of appearances as a means to an end - the means in their case being the propagation of the species, and the end apparently being the male-led attainment of that species to the transcendental Beyond or, as some would evidently prefer to call it, the post-human millennium."
"Yes, and where modern art is concerned," said Thurber, nodding deferentially, "I should think that a majority of women would be more at home in the realm of Modern Realism, or for that matter any other contemporary mode of realism, than in abstraction, and thus be more inclined to appreciate a representational canvas of, say, a modern cityscape than a geometrically abstract canvas after the manner of Piet Mondrian. They might pretend otherwise, but I'm positively convinced that, deep down, the representational one, dealing in phenomenal appearances, in corporeal actualities, would be more in their line." He turned a mildly quizzical eye on the two occupants of the settee. "Well, isn't that so?"
The women smiled guardedly, almost begrudgingly, and confessed that it probably was - at least so far as the generality of relatively unliberated women were concerned, since women were, for the most part, intrinsically different from and even contrary to men, despite all the feminist hype and rhetoric of recent decades. Greta even had the honesty to admit, albeit humorously, that she was generally more at home with the superficial than with the profound aspect of things.
"Which is perfectly as it should be," Fleshman averred, a broad smile on his lips. "For women are fundamentally more at home in the world than men, who, for all their show of power, are essentially other-worldly rebels against it and conscious or unconscious millennial pioneers, strivers after increased essence and, if we're to believe Mr Logan, destined for spiritual transformation at the culmination of human evolution in the distant future."
"And snogging good luck to them!" jeered Greta, chuckling softly. For at that moment she recalled both the small room in which Keith Logan practised meditation and her initial rather puzzled and, at the same time, secretly amused response to its dazzling whiteness and even more dazzling fluorescent tubes which, positioned in three equidistant parallel rows on the ceiling, like some kind of transcendent trinity, kept the room relatively free of shadow while heightening the brightness of walls, ceiling, and carpet, the latter of which, needless to say, was also white. Apart from a wooden stool, painted white, the room was completely empty, like an Ivres Klein void, and it was in this simulated context of ultimate spirituality ... that the abstract novelist, dressed in all-white attire, paradoxically strove to obtain an inner glimpse of pure superconscious mind and thereby firmly establish himself on the last stretch of the long and often perilous road to what he called the post-human millennium.
However, despite or perhaps because of the white room and its complement of neon lighting, he was apparently still awaiting a glimpse of the psychic 'promised land' which lay ahead in the far distance of man's spiritual evolution. Awaiting it but conscious, too, that it would be much greater than anything his progressive imagination could conceive of - a universal convergence, as it were, of superconscious mind about a central axis of transcendent bliss, in which all distinctions of mine and thine had ceased to exist, and only the pure light of heavenly contemplation remained, as an eternal refutation of empirical objectivity. But when he had introduced her to his sanctuary, following their intimacies, he hadn't even bothered to put all his clothes on again, and consequently there was something ironical in his desire to show it to her, since his previous actions as a lover, albeit a rather passive one, were in marked contrast with his spiritual ambitions and seemed, under the circumstances, to detract from their credibility.
Yet, despite her interest in his room, Greta couldn't help smiling to herself and reflecting on what he had said at Fleshman's place, in regard to The Devils of Loudun, about the mistake Father Surin had made in trying to be too spiritual for his time, not to mention his own good, and paying the price through a mental derangement and nervous breakdown. Perhaps Keith Logan had come dangerously close to being another Father Surin and had accordingly sought and found in her body a sensuous counterweight which had released him, temporarily, from the danger of running transcendentally too far ahead of himself, so to speak? Yet perhaps, because of his spiritual pretensions, he had not wished her to get that impression but, on the contrary, had elected to show off his meditation room in order to impress upon her the fact of his metaphysical essence and thus justify his rather passive approach to sex, reminding her of who or what he really was or imagined himself to be? Then perhaps, too, that was the real reason why he had not suggested any further meetings, but remained rather noncommittal on the subject of renewing their liaison - not, as he would have preferred her to believe, on account of Thurber? Yes, but, then again, she had no way of knowing for sure.
Nevertheless Greta was convinced that, if he thought he could dispense with women on a regular basis, he was certainly making a big mistake - of that she had little doubt! Let him have his mystical pretensions by all means, but not to the extent that he endangered his existence as a man and was reduced to anything but a god. Let him practise what he preached, ever mindful of the fact that ultimate salvation couldn't be gate-crashed but had to be worked towards, over the generations, a little at a time, with due respect to one's senses and the external world while such respect was still due. Let him face-up to his responsibilities towards himself as a man while he was still a man and not yet a god; which, to judge by the alacrity with which he had set about having sex with her that evening, he was perfectly capable of doing. In fact, as capable, in his own rather gentle fashion, as just about anyone she had ever known, including the rather more vigorously heterosexual Martin Thurber, who, at that very moment, was as far removed from thoughts about her body as he had ever been, despite his childish impatience to explore it, prior to Fleshman's arrival.
"Yes, I've recently come to a similar conclusion myself," he was saying, principally, it appeared, to the artist, "and am now inclined to equate such work as you do - and, indeed, abstract art in general - with a theocratic turn-of-mind, whereas representational art, both ancient and modern, may be said to reflect a fundamentally democratic if not autocratic outlook, even when, as is increasingly becoming the case, it depicts tall skyscrapers and heavy machinery. Thus I would be inclined to describe you as a theocratic artist but Joseph Philpott as a democratic or, at any rate, a predominantly democratic one, as the majority of his canvases at the Fairborne Gallery would adequately attest."
"Which is just another way of saying religious and secular," Fleshman remarked, smiling engagingly.
"Or male and female," Yvette suggested ironically.
"And therefore essential and apparent," Thurber concurred, with a briskly deferential nod to the female in question, who happened to be highly apparent in her sensuous femininity. "Always bearing in mind, however, that the trend of evolution is from the subconscious to the superconscious, and that any art, whether autocratic or theocratic or even a democratic cross between the two, which reflects this trend is justified, no matter who the artist. I would never dream of rating Philpott's work above yours, Paul. All the same, I'd be the last person to consider his species of artificial representation anachronistic. Provided he doesn't degenerate into painting public parks, his cityscapes will remain relevant for some time to-come - in fact, as long as the liberal civilization which gave rise to them in the full-flowering of its lunar phase." With this somewhat esoteric comment Thurber hesitated in his verbal tracks, as though to pause for breath and reflection, before continuing: "But the last and ultimate say in art - ah! I should be very surprised if that fell to Philpott or, indeed, to any of his representational successors. On the contrary, that can only fall to the most idealistic of artists, the one whose light shines inwardly the purest! And who can say, for certain, when the day of the final say will come? Not I, Paul. And, if you're completely honest with yourself, not you either, despite your radical status."
"No, and not Keith Logan either, despite his radical status as a thinker whose opinions have, for better or worse, recently conditioned our own," Fleshman declared.
"And so much so," Greta
"that his absence here tonight is hardly missed! For
have experienced anything but the
'nice, quiet, friendly, uneducative'
Martin had in mind. On the contrary,
we've simply endeavoured to outdo
"And succeeded quite admirably, so far as you two men are concerned," Yvette opined, with a broad smile.
"Yes, I suppose you could say that!" Thurber conceded, smiling faintly. Though he didn't, for one blessed moment, really believe it!
Keith Logan had just come out of a busy book shop on the Charing Cross Road and had then decided to turn up towards Tottenham Court Road when, much to his surprise, he spotted Greta Ryan across the other side of the street, standing on the edge of the crowded pavement and staring along it as though in expectation of someone or something to arrive. Automatically, he waved his hand to attract her attention; for he hadn't seen her since the night she called on him about Thurber, several days ago, and suddenly desired to talk to her again and find out what, if anything, had happened in the meantime.
Eventually his wave succeeded in its objective, but, to his utter surprise, she blushed violently and quickly turned her face away. He could scarcely believe his eyes! Then, just as he was on the verge of calling out her name, a taxi drew up alongside the curb by which she was standing and a man whom he hadn't noticed before suddenly stepped out of the crowd to open its rear door and give the cabby instructions. His face looked grave and slightly embarrassed, as he fairly pushed Greta into the taxi and quickly got in after her.