CHAPTER
SEVEN
The final chord of César Franck's Prelude, Chorale, and Fugue gave rise,
following its timely demise, to a burst of spontaneous applause from both
Howard Tonks and Sean Carroll. The two men clapped as though they were at a
concert. For something about the
consummate manner in which Roy Hart had just played the piano created the
illusion they were.
"Quite remarkable," opined Carroll, as the novelty of
clapping his hands together, fingers to palm, in the presence of only two other
men began to wane. "T(h)at was quite the best performance of this composition
I've ever heard. One would have t(h)ought you were playing to hundreds." And to make doubly sure that his professional
appreciation was felt or at least registered by the pianist, he sent a broad
Irish smile in hot pursuit of his words.
With jet-black hair, bright-blue eyes, a florid complexion, and a
generous smile like that, there could be little doubt as to his country of
origin, even if one were deaf to his strong Dublin accent, with its plethora of
silent h's in connection with the letter
't', in ironic contrast, one might have supposed, to the silent t's of Gaelic in connection with the letter 'h'. But right now he was in
"Don't you t(h)ink Franck was as
great a composer for solo piano as Liszt?" remarked the conductor in
question, turning to his host.
"No, I can't say I actually do," the latter
thoughtfully and almost apologetically replied, not a little surprised by the
nature of Carroll's statement, which struck him as rather obscure and
pretentious. "Though there are
undoubtedly similarities between them," he conceded. "The work we have just been listening to
certainly has some marked affinities with Liszt. Not lacking in passion or brilliance, by no means
the sort of music to have appealed to a more reserved and graceful composer
like, say, Saint-Saëns. But not, for all that, the sort of music which is ideally suited to
the piano, unlike much of Liszt's.
One gets the impression that the organist in Franck usually got the
better of the pianist and affected his piano compositions accordingly. Even when composing for piano, he often
tended to think in terms of the organ."
"Yes, I would find it hard not to agree with that
observation," Roy Hart, the 55-year-old concert pianist still seated at
the Steinway, elected to comment. "Not that I know a great deal about the, ah, organ. But there are certainly occasions during the
course of this particular composition when relatively unpianistic
writing imposes itself upon one, to the detriment of technique. The fugue is, I think, as good an example as
any."
No stranger to Tonkarias, Roy
Hart had been a good friend of the composer for several years. With the sole exception of Maynard Ferguson,
a pianist five years his senior, he was the leading exponent in Britain of
Howard Tonks' piano music, a man who had given
recitals of this music in just about every major city in Europe and America,
and been acclaimed, wherever he went, as one of the most versatile of modern
concert pianists - a reputation stemming, in the main, from his ability to give
piano recitals of virtually any major composer for that instrument who had ever
lived (though, these days, he was increasingly coming under the influence of
the avant-garde, and, more specifically, of a group of five British composers,
including Tonks, who represented in some people's
estimation the most radical departure from traditional classical forms which
the Western world had yet experienced).
"But there are compositions by Franck, surely, t(h)at match if not surpass anyt(h)ing Liszt ever did," objected Carroll good-humouredly,
taking up the thread of his earlier comment.
Howard Tonks scratched the crown of
his head with the middle finger of his right hand and turned a mildly quizzical
gaze on the middle-aged figure seated in the armchair to his right. "Yes, I suppose one could argue that Le Chasseur Maudit is as good as any of Liszt's better symphonic
poems, with the possible exception of Prometheus," he concurred, after
due consideration. "As for Psyché, I'm not so sure.
Some people, I know, regard it as the greatest symphonic poem ever
written."
"Probably the greatest by a Frenchman," said Hart, as
he returned a half-consumed glass of medium-sweet sherry to the small coffee
table by his side. "Though I,
personally, would hesitate to rate it any higher," he added as an
afterthought.
"That's not a particularly high rating anyway,"
averred Howard Tonks.
"How many other Frenchmen - it not being forgotten that Franck,
though a naturalized Frenchman, was Belgian by birth - have actually written
symphonic poems?"
"Two or three at the most, beginning with Berlioz and
ending with, ah, Debussy," stated Hart confidently.
"Yes, La Mer isn't a bad work
either, is it?" opined Howard Tonks, and he
proceeded to hum a bar or two of Debussy's major work in the genre - a species
of scholarship to which Sean Carroll felt compelled to add another bar in
order, seemingly, to prove how well-versed he was in the repertoire of symphonic
poems. "But as regards the
symphonic poem in general," Tonks continued,
ignoring the conductor's humming, "I don't think you'll find a greater
exponent than Liszt, notwithstanding the important contribution made by Richard
Strauss. At least six of his thirteen
examples are of a quality which should endure for some time to come, and the
good work Bernard Haitink and the London Philharmonic
have done, in recent years, to record them all and bring them to public
attention in an excellent production is something, I feel confident, that Liszt
himself would justifiably be proud of, were he alive today."
"Here, here!" interjected Hart, his pale-grey eyes
suddenly glinting with the enthusiasm being generated by his spirit. "In point of fact, I would rather listen
to Les
Préludes and Festklange
performed by a poor orchestra than many symphonies-proper, including the
Franck, being performed by a great one.
I still think the result would be more, ah, congenial to my ears."
"I'm sure it would," Howard Tonks
graciously concurred, though he had to admit to himself that the idea seemed
rather odd.
There was a short pause in the conversation which prompted the
composer to glance at his watch and wonder at what time his daughter would be
home. It was now half-seven,
and he had been told to expect her early that evening. Despite his concern, he had almost forgotten
about her - at any rate, to the extent of not remembering how upset he had felt
by her absence the day before. But thank
god she was safe and presumably on her way back! He would certainly want to speak to her when
she arrived, ask her a number of questions about that young correspondent and
her experiences of the past few days.
What a pity he had been out when she telephoned home that morning! The task of meeting Sean Carroll at Euston
Station and transporting him across
"A curious t(h)ing about Liszt," observed Carroll, by way of
starting-up the conversation again, "is t(h)at his music so often seems to
be in complete contrast to his lifestyle.
I mean, for a man who reputably led such a busy social life, who was by
inclination a 'man of the world', it is really quite extraordinary t(h)at much
of his music should be so refined, so exquisitely otherworldly, if you'll
permit me to say. You would t(h)ink he lived in an ivory tower most of the time, an
isolation of the spirit t(h)at enabled him to perfect his unique style. And then the spiritual tower would seem to
have been supplemented by a material tower, like the one Yeats had at T(h)oor Ballylee, which would grant
its fortunate possessor comparative freedom from all the social engagements and
professional obligations of life in a major city."
"Yes, I suppose one could think that about Liszt,"
conceded Howard Tonks, nodding vaguely,
"particularly as regards works like Orpheus and Die Ideale - the most otherworldly of his symphonic
poems. But, even so, the
man-of-the-world is very much in evidence in certain other works."
"Doubtless he needed the contrast between his social and
professional life to ensure that much of his music attained to a high degree
of, ah, spirituality," conjectured Hart from the piano. "He was able to make the best of both
worlds, rather like Oscar Wilde, his nearest literary equivalent. Remember that line in The Picture of Dorian
Gray about curing the soul by means of the senses and the
senses by means of the soul? Well, it
would appear Liszt was a master of doing just that, a man who knew how to make
the senses serve the spirit instead of hindering it. For, in the final analysis, it's a question of
knowing how to live well or, alternatively, of being in a social position where
one can live well, which is to say properly. If one is either too poor or too rich the
chances are that one won't be able to live properly, that, on the contrary,
circumstances will force a kind of, ah, spiritual or sensual lopsidedness upon
one and thereby hinder one's creative development. But in Liszt's case, circumstances evidently
favoured his creative development and enabled him to produce works which
testify to a healthy spirit. And, unlike
Schumann, he didn't suffer from manic depression and syphilis."
"Tertiary syphilis, wasn't it?" Mr Tonks suggested, out of academic interest.
"So it is generally believed," the pianist
confirmed. "Though there are still
some doubts as to the, ah, exact cause and nature of Schumann's madness. But genius though he undoubtedly was, we
nevertheless have good reason to assume that his art was, in some degree,
tarnished by the nature of his health, both mental and physical, and therefore
fell short of true greatness. Or perhaps
I should say proper living?"
"That may be partly true of the late works," rejoined
Mr Tonks, his impassive countenance suddenly
betraying signs of deep anxiety, "but I would hesitate to apply such a
sweeping assumption to the early ones.... Though to what extent his art was
tarnished by ill-health is something that few if any of us will ever be able to
ascertain."
"Oh, I quite agree," conceded Hart, smiling
defensively. "But the assumption
itself is by no means invalid. Indeed,
we could apply it to artists in every field, to painters and poets as much as
to composers and novelists. The
inability, for one reason or another, to live properly, healthily, naturally,
fully - call it what you like - inevitably makes for bad art. Or, if that sounds a little too rhetorical,
let us rather say for art which is less good than would otherwise be the case,
had its creator not been, ah, poisoned in some way. Even Beethoven's music, great though it
undoubtedly is, must have suffered to some extent in consequence of his
solitary lifestyle. And what applies to
Beethoven probably applies even more to Tchaikovsky, whose solitude was
complicated by, ah, repressed homosexuality."
There was a protracted sigh of disapproval with this attitude
from Sean Carroll, whose blue eyes now shone less brightly than before. He couldn't abide the idea that anyone who,
by normal standards, was something of a freak ... should be doomed to producing
inferior art on that account. Was there
not sufficient historical evidence to show, on the contrary, that it was
precisely those who most lived against the natural grain, in one way or
another, who produced the greatest art?
Were not the greatest artists almost invariably perverted solitaries -
men like Gerard de Nerval, Baudelaire, Huysmans, Van Gogh, Toulouse-Lautrec, Tchaikovsky, even
Nietzsche? Did not genius presuppose a
certain level of freakishness, born of solitude and inspiration? And was it not in the nature of great works
of art that they required freaks of one sort or another to pursue them; that
they depended, in other words, on the unusual circumstances of their creators
for their originality and uniqueness as art?
"Naturally, there is some truth in what you say,"
Hart conceded, after the conductor had concluded his objections. "But that is hardly reason for us to
assume that only those who are sexually perverted or mad or crippled or ailing
or whatever are qualified to produce the greatest art. Such art is generally produced, in my
opinion, by men who live well, have a healthy sex-life, good companions, a pleasant environment in which to work, regular food,
relatively good health, and so on.
Admittedly, it may be true that an artist who lives badly, for one or
more reasons, may have more innate genius than a majority of those who live
comparatively well, in consequence of which he'll probably produce finer
work. Even so, his work will almost
certainly be tarnished by the nature of his, ah, circumstances. Take Beethoven, for instance. One of the greatest composers, even given the
fact that we are made all too conscious, in a number of his works, of the
depression and frustration which underlay his repressed sexuality and habitual
solitude. There is decidedly something
of a sickroom atmosphere there, particularly in his later works, and this
atmosphere detracts, in my opinion, from his, ah, creative genius. It's the same with Tchaikovsky, Saint-Saëns, Satie, and any number of other sexual perverts and
solitaries. Their work may be great,
but, in the final analysis, it's more the record of men who lived under, ah, pathological
conditions and produced such work in consequence of those conditions
than a record of the highest art."
"I'm afraid I can't agree with t(h)at
idea one little bit!" confessed Sean Carroll, shaking his large handsome
head from side to side in gestural testimony of his
disagreement. "They may have lived
under relatively unusual or frustrating conditions, but they were still capable
of producing great art!"
"Yes, but not the highest or greatest art," countered
Hart, briefly shaking his own head from side to side, "for it stemmed from
a maimed and perverted self. Compare
Beethoven with Bach or Mozart and you have to admit that, great though he was,
his illustrious predecessors possessed both a psychological and a physiological
advantage over him, and accordingly wrote healthier music. And it's the same thing, if from a different
standpoint, with Liszt, who must have possessed a like-advantage over Schumann,
even given the fact that Schumann had a wife and, ah, six children. Unfortunately, his family weren't able to
prevent him from losing his mind as a result, one can only assume, of the
syphilitic infection he, ah, contracted in his student days. And neither were they able to rid him of the
manic depression he probably acquired at the time he was struggling to make a
name for himself and get that megalomaniac Wieck to
part with his, ah, talented daughter.
So, you see, it makes a lot of difference what shape your health is in
when you compose music or write poetry or paint pictures. In nine cases out of ten, the cripple is at a
distinct disadvantage to the healthy and sound!"
"I don't t(h)ink there would be much great art left in the
world if you disqualified everyone who had been either diseased or solitary
from your final assessment," opined Carroll, offering the pianist an
ironic smile. "After all, it's in
the nature of genius to be solitary."
"Not necessarily!" Hart retorted. "A genius may not have time to spare on
too many friends or acquaintances, but he should at least be able to spare some
time on a wife or mistress. Wasn't Bach
a genius? Weren't Mozart, Goethe, Blake,
Brahms, Emerson, Wordsworth, Shelley, Byron, Liszt, Chopin, Turner, Dickens,
Tolstoy, et al., all geniuses? The fact
is that those who were solitary and perverted tended - and still tend - to be
the, ah, exception to the rule. It isn't
the likes of Swift, Van Gogh, Baudelaire, or Dadd who
form the majority in this respect, but such married men as Bach and Mozart who
generally produced healthier work. So,
in my opinion, a genius needn't necessarily be a freak. The assumption to the contrary seems to me
somewhat misguided and, ah, over-simplistic.
Even those who were freakish were more often victims of unfortunate
circumstances than simply freaks by natural inclination - assuming one can be
such a thing by natural inclination!
Such, at any rate, was the case as regards Baudelaire and Van Gogh, not
to mention Nietzsche."
Howard Tonks raised his head from the
bowed position in which it had remained, during the course of this metaphysical
debate on genius, and gave Roy Hart, who struck him as having only a very
limited and intrinsically philistine concept of genius symptomatic of an
interpreter, a cursory glance. He was
almost expecting the pianist to allude to him as one such circumstantial
freak. But there was no sign of irony or
malicious intent upon the latter's plump face.
Staring straight at Sean Carroll, it bore, on the contrary, one of the
most smugly earnest and serious expressions the composer had ever beheld on it
- an expression, one might have supposed, of a ministering priest convinced of
his own unshakeable self-righteousness.
"I still t(h)ink the greatest art
comes from men who are what you arbitrarily call freaks," declared
Carroll, unable to restrain the impulse to keep up his side of the
argument. "After all, great art is
an expression of inspired individuality, and those who are most qualified to be
inspired individuals don't lead a relatively conventional existence, hedged
around with all manner of worldly and commonplace concerns or duties. For nature and art are ever antit(h)etical, and if one is too close to nature one can't produce
great art."
"Yes, but living with a wife or a mistress doesn't
necessarily imply that one is too close to nature!" countered Hart, his
acerbic tone-of-voice now betraying a degree of impatience with the conductor
that he had hitherto managed to conceal.
"And neither does it necessarily mean that one can't be highly
individualistic in one's art. I have
already mentioned Blake, Liszt, and Turner in this respect. But I could just as easily mention James
Joyce, Stravinsky, Picasso, Aldous Huxley, Yeats,
Prokofiev, and Tolkien. What was there about marriage or concubinage, for that matter, which prevented them from expressing
themselves in a highly individualistic manner, I wonder? All right, there are also the solitaries and
sexual perverts, the cripples and madmen - the likes of Genet, Céline, Satie, Raymond Roussel, Utrillo, Kafka, et
al. But if your purpose is to convince
me that they were the ones who, in
consequence of their respective psychological or physiological anomalies, were producing
the greatest art, then you're a bloody long way from succeeding! Fortunately, the criterion of great art
doesn't depend upon the, ah, extent of its weirdness or the comparative
weirdness of its creators. It depends,
rather, on the nature of its subject-matter and the way in which that
subject-matter is, ah, handled. The
finest subject-matter, embracing the finest treatment or technique, will make
for the greatest art. Hence, in the
realm of painting, a work which focuses on a beautiful country house will be
aesthetically superior to one, displaying a similar standard of technical proficiency, that uses for its subject-matter a rat-infested
city slum. In the realm of literature, a
work which focuses on the leisurely upper classes will be aesthetically
superior to one, with a similar standard of technical proficiency, whose focus
is the hard-pressed lower classes. And,
by a like token, a work of music utilizing the finest melodies and harmonies
will be aesthetically superior to one which doesn't. That should be fairly obvious, surely?"
He looked inquiringly at both Sean Carroll and Howard Tonks, as though to elicit an affirmative response from
them. But such a response wasn't needed
or indeed desirable. For it would have
humiliated its perpetrator, particularly Tonks, whose
music, judged by this rather narrow estimate, would have appeared anything but
great! Compared with the finest works of
Bach, Handel, Haydn, or Mozart, it would have dwindled to an
insignificance virtually beneath contempt. For if beauty was a constant, and the
greatest works of art were those which approximated most fully to the highest
beauty, whether human or otherwise, then it was only too evident that the works
of Howard Sebastian Tonks were among the
aesthetically poorest which had ever been composed; that they were, in fact,
not music at all but anti-music - creations, in other words, that took their
inspiration from ugliness and hatred, and, to judge by his most recent
tendencies, the worst ugliness and hatred, to boot!
But if that was so, why
did Roy Hart bother to perform such radically degenerate compositions in
public? Why did he specialize, these
days, in giving recitals of just such anti-music instead of confining himself
to what his theory and taste knew to be best?
Was it simply because he had grown weary of performing traditional
classical music, or was there perhaps some deep-rooted psychological malaise at
the heart of it, a manifestation, for instance, of middle-class masochism, or
maybe even some desperate love-affair which had caused him to ignore his better
knowledge in the hope of gaining a satisfaction that would otherwise be denied
him? Supposing the woman he had fallen
desperately in love with happened to be a keen avant-gardist,
would not the intellect be sacrificed to the heart and his taste be trampled
underfoot in the interests of what his tyrannical passion demanded? These were conjectures that Howard Tonks had formulated on more than a few previous occasions,
when the pianist had taken a similar line as regards the relative merits of
diatonic composition and caused him to wonder why he bothered to perform
contemporary music at all, commercial factors notwithstanding. But despite their friendship, Roy Hart was
such a secretive devil, where his private motivations were concerned, that Tonks' conjectures, whether plausible or not, were unable
to penetrate the barricade of secrecy which the pianist had stubbornly erected
to protect himself, presumably, from the outside world. And because of this, the composer was no
nearer today to unravelling the enigma of his friend's divided allegiance, his
theoretical allegiance to the past but his practical allegiance to the present,
than he had been during the first months of their friendship.
Returning to the fray after the brief lacuna in their
conversation brought about by Hart's rhetorical question, Sean Carroll said:
"On the basis of the criterion you have just revealed to us, it would seem
t(h)at a work of literature like Proust's À la recherche du temps perdu would strike you as being of greater artistic
significance than, say, James Joyce's Ulysses because, unlike the
latter, it deals with the upper classes rather than the lower, the rich rather
than the poor, and consequently has a finer subject-matter."
"Absolutely!" came the
implacable rejoinder from the man at the piano.
"I do consider Proust superior to Joyce
on that account, since the subject-matter of lower-middle-class life is, ah,
less good, aesthetically considered, than the subject-matter generally favoured
by Proust. And
the same holds true for the comparative merits of, say, Aldous
Huxley and D.H. Lawrence. I'm not
against art that either predominantly or exclusively focuses on the lower
classes - far from it! All the same, I
would never pretend that the use of such, ah, humble or vulgar subject-matter
could make for art of the highest order.
To my mind, there's all the difference in the world between a play like The Importance of Being
Earnest and one like Waiting for Godot. The first is art, the second anti-art. The first deals with life at the top, the
second with life at the bottom. The
first is Victorian, the second absolutely modern. The first, being essentially aristocratic, is
relatively unpopular. The second, being
effectively democratic, is all too popular.
Need I say more?"
"I'd rather you didn't," responded Mr Tonks in a somewhat depressed tone-of-voice. "For if you carry on applying your
elitist criteria to contemporary art, you'll either drive me to suicide or, assuming
I can't muster the nerve for that, induce me to tear-up my scores and prohibit
anyone from publicly performing my works in future!"
"T(h)at would be a terrible blow
to the
"Do you really think so?" queried Hart, a sceptical
expression on his bearded face.
"I know so!" affirmed the conductor, offering his
opponent a mildly ingratiating smile.
"For anyone with a genuine interest in the arts, even poor art is
preferable to no art at all.... Not t(h)at I wish to
imply your music is poor, Howard," he added, turning towards the figure
seated a few feet from him, "since t(h)at would be the height of
presumption! If it is grand enough to be
known and played around the world, then it's grand enough for me!"
Howard Tonks made a valiant effort to
simulate gratitude for this piece of flattery from an overly sycophantic
guest. But his heart remained heavy with
the burden of being contemporary or, more specifically, relatively contemporary
and therefore not even truly contemporary by the standards of, say, rock
musicians, with their electric instruments, but simply an outmoded species of
man who carried-on in one tradition whilst other and more representative
currents raged all around him, to the detriment of his creative stability. It wasn't the first time he had found cause
to doubt himself on account of his professional activity, or to feel sorry for
himself for having been born into a middle-class world at a time when classical
music was on the decline and would soon decline to a point which made even the
cacophonous sounds of the more overly barbarous rock bands seem comparatively
musical! Indeed, on more than one
previous occasion he had actually contemplated abandoning composition
altogether, in order to dedicate himself to his garden instead. But the world had prevented him from doing
so, had well-nigh insisted on his continuing to compose, and forced him to
live-up to his international reputation.
By now the habit of composing was too much a part of his nature to be
eradicated or supplanted by anything else.
It was a veritable obsession, and nothing short of death could be
expected to prevent him from pursuing it.
Whether he liked it or not, he would have to continue from where he'd
left off and present the cultured world or, at any rate, the mainly
middle-class part of it with still more atonality. For it had not escaped his notice that even
rock music and other such broadly proletarian forms, against which classical
avant-garde music continued to battle in vain, was becoming civilized at last,
thanks, in large measure, to drum machines
and to a variety of synthesizers and synthesized sounds which had the
effect of interiorizing the music, both rhythmically and pitchfully,
and thus rendering it comparatively sensible.
As yet, this tendency was only embryonic. But an age was nonetheless approaching when
it would be impossible to take the barbarism of proletarian music for granted,
and then where would he and his ilk be, he wondered? What place would there be for civilized
acoustic music in a world that had evolved to its electric counterpart and thus
rendered what he did - assuming it was still civilized and not so decadent and
far gone in aesthetic degeneration as to be effectively barbarous anyway -
totally superfluous and redundant?
Fortunately he still had the political establishment behind
him, so there was no immediate worry on that score! Still, time could not be reversed, even if it
could be slowed down and even held-up a little, to suit the tastes of a
generation and class which could hardly be expected to groove to the latest
rock music, as though such music were an integral part of Western civilization
and not the product, in large part, of a
barbarously subcultural imposition inflicted
upon it by relatively uncivilized people who, in this day and age, had as much
right to express themselves in their own more openly aggressive manner as he
had in his comparatively more genteel one, and probably more right, if the
financial success of their simple music was anything to judge by - a success
which put even his 'grand' music in the shade, where it doubtless deserved to
be and where it would remain, irrespective of Hart's occasional attempts at
publicly airing it, along with the rest of what was once a proud civilization
which now merely tottered-on, in cultural senility, towards its inevitable
demise.
Startled out of himself by the finality of the word 'demise',
which seemed more unpalatable than usual in view of his imminent birthday, Mr Tonks reached across the coffee table for his sherry and
downed what was left of it in one hearty gulp, much as though it symbolized the
impending death of the civilization into which he had been born at a time when
it was already way past its prime and therefore mostly used-up in any case. There were two other men in the room besides himself, men whom he had almost, with good reason, forgotten
about, who were now respectively engaged in performing and listening to his new
piano sonata. At the Steinway, Roy Hart
was tentatively probing his way through its second movement, sight-reading a
work about which he had known nothing more, the day before, than that it had
just been completed, whilst, in the remaining armchair to the right of the
coffee table, Sean Carroll was displaying, with insufferable complacency, all
the signs of an attentive listener - part critic, part devotee of the
performance in question.
A hand on Mr Tonks' shoulder made him
start from his morose reflections, as, not without surprise, he recognized the
heavily made-up face of his wife descending towards him. "Sorry to disturb you, Howie," she whispered in his nearest ear, "but
Rebecca has just returned. So I think
you'd better see her at once."
"Yes, of course!" agreed Mr Tonks,
getting-up from his armchair with some difficulty, in view of the amount of
time he'd already spent in it, and tacitly excusing himself, with a gentle wave
of the hand, from the increasingly odious proximity of his two musically
engrossed guests.
He followed
"But I was always alright," confessed Rebecca in a
slightly puzzled and offended tone-of-voice, which was intended to impress upon
her father the superfluous, not to say hysterical, nature of his concerns.
Angered by her daughter's ungrateful and apparently cavalier
attitude, Mrs Tonks spat: "Yes, but you might
have left a note or phoned us on Thursday evening to prove it! You can't imagine the amount of worry your
disappearance has caused us, these past three days. What with Mrs Marchbanks'
letter of resignation ..."
"Oh, sod old Marchbanks!"
Rebecca spat back. "As it happens,
I knew nothing of her letter until this morning, when one of Tony's colleagues
phoned his flat to inform him about what had happened here Friday
afternoon."
"I take it that would be a Mr Wilder?" Howard Tonks ventured to speculate.
Rebecca briefly nodded confirmation. "And then Tony told me and, as soon as I
found out, I phoned home to inform mother what had actually happened," she
revealed. "As to the contents of
Mrs Marchbanks' letter, I can only repeat now what I
said then: I was not raped, neither on Thursday
afternoon nor at any subsequent time."
"Thank goodness for that!" cried Mr Tonks, whose voice was still strained with emotion.
"But if you were not raped, Rebecca, then what-on-earth were you doing on the floor of your father's study with no
clothes on?" Mrs Tonks demanded to know.
"I was ... just having sex with Tony, mother, that's
all," explained Rebecca nervously.
"That's all?" echoed Mrs Tonks,
her lips trembling with anger. "You
ought to be ashamed of yourself, allowing such a thing to happen in your
father's study, of all places! What
about poor old Mrs Marchbanks? What about your
...?"
"Mother, will you please stop scolding me!"
interposed Rebecca, becoming angry.
"I'm not a child any more, you know."
Mrs Tonks' mouth shot open in
horrified disapproval of her daughter's callous attitude. How could she behave like this
after all they had done for her? How could she let herself be
seduced by a man she hadn't even known for more than an hour at the time? It was simply unthinkable! That sort of thing simply didn't happen to
young women who had been properly brought up.
"Are you absolutely certain you weren't raped?" she persisted
in doubting, as soon as her emotions would allow her to articulate another
question.
"Mother, I've no wish to repeat myself," Rebecca
retorted. "I told you what happened
and that's as much as I can do. If you
must know, I'm in love with Tony."
"In love ... after three days?" exclaimed Mrs Tonks in a tone of petulant incredulity bordering on the
hysterical.
"No, before then actually," her
daughter corrected. "I fell
in love with him last Monday to be precise, the day he first came here. Perhaps love is too strong a
word but, well, suffice it to say that I felt strongly attracted towards
him. I had gone to the french windows on my way-in from the garden to catch a
glimpse of dad playing Schumann, and that was when I first saw him and became
aware he was staring at me with one of the most admiring looks I had ever seen
on any guy's face. Naturally I was
embarrassed at first, given the surprise factor and the skimpy way I was
dressed. But, well, my interest in him
was aroused, and
so much so that, when I learnt from dad that he would be returning on Thursday
afternoon, I distinctly found myself looking forward to it."
"Even so, Rebecca, that's no excuse for such immodest
behaviour in your father's study, is it?" countered Mrs Tonks on a fresh wave of petulance. "It wouldn't have been quite so indecent
had you taken Mr Keating into your bedroom instead. At least Mrs Marchbanks
wouldn't have stumbled upon you there!"
"Quite so!" concurred Mr Tonks,
nodding in tacit approval of his wife's judgement. "And we wouldn't have lost the services
of a housekeeper who, as you well know, has been loyal to us for over six
years."
Rebecca frowned sullenly.
"Isn't there any chance of your inducing
her to return?" she asked, turning a guilty pair of eyes on each of her
parents by turn.
"Virtually none," Mrs Tonks
averred. "A woman of her age won't
treat such an occurrence lightly, you know.
In fact, you were fortunate that it didn't cause her a heart attack. Had it done so, matters might now be a good
deal worse than they already are."
Rebecca shook her head, shrugged her shoulders in a gesture of
helplessness, and, turning away from them, flung herself down into a nearby
armchair. How depressing it was to have
to hear all this, to be confronted by her parents in such a humiliating
situation, and all because of a stupid old bag who probably hadn't had anything
even remotely resembling sex in several years!
Was it really necessary for mother to treat her like a young adolescent,
the way she had done a few years previously, at the time of her first
date? To Rebecca, the only thing that
mattered now was her relationship with Tony, her respect for and love of Tony.
Thursday was in the past, and what was past had to be forgotten.... Not
that there weren't things about it she didn't care to remember!
"Well, at least we won't have to contact the police
now," Mr Tonks remarked, after a painful
silence, "and that is something which Mr Webb of 'Arts Monthly' will be
relieved to hear, I'm sure, particularly since his managerial incompetence was
largely to blame for this whole sorry affair in the first place. As to the interview, however," went on
Mr Tonks in a sterner tone-of-voice, "I shall
have to inform the bugger on Monday that, in consequence of his correspondent's
grossly unprofessional conduct, I have no choice but to withdraw my permission
to grant it."
Rebecca's heart seemed to shoot-up into her mouth with the
stunning reception of this. "But,
dad, you mustn't!" she cried, going over to him in a panic of disbelief. "I told Tony, this morning, that you'd
be prepared to see him on Monday."
"You what?"
Howard Tonks was patently flabbergasted.
"She asked me whether it would be possible to give Mr
Keating a provisional date for the interview and, since you weren't here when
she rang, Howie, I suggested you might be prepared to
see him on Monday afternoon, assuming you weren't otherwise engaged."
Mr Tonks had raised outstretched
hands in indication of his exasperation.
"But,
Mrs Tonks had turned pale. "But the poor girl sounded so worried, Howie, and I was so relieved to hear from her at the time
that ..."
"It's unthinkable,
Rebecca's eyes filled agonizingly with tears. She couldn't believe he meant it. After all, Tony Keating wasn't entirely to
blame for what had happened. She, too,
had willed it. But, despite her
protestations and excuses, her father remained adamant, and to the point of
forcibly removing her beseeching arms from around his neck and unceremoniously
pushing her away from himself. The man
who, no more than five minutes ago, had clasped his daughter to his chest in an
expression of unmixed gratitude for her safety had suddenly become, as though
by schizophrenic transmutation, the stern father-figure who refuses to allow
his principles to be undermined by emotional appeals, no matter how sincerely
felt. He stood by his word like a sentry
at his post. Whether she liked it or
not, Rebecca would have to inform Mr Keating that, under no circumstances,
could he ever set foot in their house again.
If she wanted to see him in future, she would have to visit him
personally, not bring him home. And if Tonkarias was no longer good enough for her, then
she had better go and live with him instead.
That was all!
"I'm dreadfully sorry, Becky," declared Mrs Tonks at the close of her husband's impassioned diatribe,
"but if your father says no, then no it will have to be."
Rebecca pursed her lips in grim response to an idea which had
just occurred to her. There was a chance
that she could induce him to change his mind and become more flexible. "Mummy, would you be kind enough to
leave the room and allow me to talk with dad alone?" she requested.
"I can't see what good it will do," said Mrs Tonks doubtfully.
"But if you insist."
She cast her husband a puzzled and vaguely disdainful look, turned on
her high heels, and left the room without further ado.
Rebecca listened to the receding footsteps of her mother
heading back down the hallway towards the kitchen before, confident that the
coast was sufficiently clear, she decided to proceed with what she wanted to
say. "There are two things that I
have to remind you of, father," she began in a respectfully subdued
tone-of-voice. "One of them
concerns me, and the other my best friend, Margaret." She paused to gauge the effect of her words,
but Mr Tonks' expression, tinged with impatience,
remained relatively impassive. "If
you refuse to grant Tony the interview, then I'll have no choice but to expose
them to public attention through the daily press."
"I don't know what the hell you're talking about,"
declared Mr Tonks.
"What
two things?"
Rebecca drew herself still closer to her father, looked him
straight in the eyes, and whispered: "Sexual things."
"Sexual ...?" he echoed incredulously.
"Margaret has occasionally served as a convenient
substitute for mother, hasn't she?" Rebecca went on. "And as for me, well, the way you've
behaved towards me, on a number of occasions in the not-too-distant past, wasn't
exactly what one would call paternal, was it?"
"How dare you!" Mr Tonks
exclaimed.
Rebecca smiled faintly and drew back a pace from the by-now
outraged countenance of her world-famous father. "It would certainly be inconvenient for
you if the interested public subsequently came to learn that your sexual
relations weren't exclusively confined to mummy
but also embraced your daughter and her best friend, wouldn't it?"
she remarked.
"How dare you!" Mr Tonks
exclaimed again, barely able to restrain the impulse to lash out at his
daughter and stop her mouth.
"You've no idea what you're saying!"
"Haven't I?"
Rebecca smiled anew and turned towards the bay windows in order to be
free of the sight of him and better able, in consequence, to proceed
in as objective a manner as was compatible with the requirements of the
situation. "And will you also say
that to Maggy, once I inform her of my intentions and
get her to testify against you as well?"
Mr Tonks was beside himself with
rage. "But I had been drinking when
I ..."
"Took advantage of her youth?" interposed Rebecca
cogently. "Yes, that has to be
admitted - at least as far as the last time was concerned. But before that, when mum was at her sister's
and you had the pair of us alone here, luring Maggy
into your bedroom on some aesthetic pretext - were you also drunk
then?" She paused to allow the full
weight of what they both knew to be a rhetorical question to have its desired
effect, before continuing: "And what about the time before that, when, mummy
again being absent, you induced us to take off our clothes and pose for your
new camera for the sheer hell of it?
Admittedly, you didn't commit yourself to any physical contact with
either of us then, but, all the same, you certainly got us to reveal ourselves
in a manner which can only be described as erotic, if not downright
pornographic! And what became of the
photos after you had secretly developed them?
Isn't that something which only you and one or two of your closest
friends, including Roy Hart, know anything about?"
"Stop, for God's sake stop!" protested Mr Tonks, and so loudly that it caused the housedog to bark
excitedly from his resting place nearby.
"I won't tolerate any more of this nonsense! You've no right to blackmail me!" he
added sternly.
"If I were you, dad, I'd lower your voice a little,"
Rebecca calmly advised him, turning round to face him again. "Otherwise mummy may get wind of it even
before I take my incestuous story to the papers."
"But you have no proof that what you say actually took
place. None
whatsoever!" He was almost
sneering triumphantly at her now.
For her part Rebecca sniggered ironically, then
retorted: "Who needs proof? When I
take my story to the press, the very fact that the daughter of a world-famous
composer has such a tale to tell will be sufficient to arouse considerable
interest on that account. After all,
even if it weren't true, your name would still be associated with mine, the
lies or madness I'd be accused of by you would still prove of interest to anyone
with a knowledge of your professional reputation, and, before long, rumours
would begin to proliferate like lice, to the detriment of more things than your
marriage. But, of course, with Margaret
to back me up and reveal her own part in the story as well, you'd have a much
harder task trying to prove that I was either lying or insane, particularly
since Maggy was the principal target of your
lust."
"Enough, enough!" cried Mr Tonks,
his face burning-up with a potent mixture of anger and shame. "I can't believe you'd actually do this
to me. Why, you're my only
daughter!"
"Yes, daddy, and that's something you haven't always
remembered," said Rebecca, who lowered her eyes under pressure from her
own feelings of anger and shame, which caused a few self-pitying tears to
well-up from the depths of her humiliated soul and drip onto her cheeks. "But if you're now prepared to grant
'Arts Monthly' the interview, then I'm prepared to forget the incestuous
anomalies of our past relationship, to forget and, more importantly, to
forgive."
An uneasy silence ensued, during which time Mr Tonks managed to cool down slightly and to assume an
appearance of peeved resignation to his fate.
"You must be rather fond of this Mr Keating," he at length
remarked in a resentful tone. Then,
realizing his daughter had nothing further to say by way of confirming this, he
added: "Tell the man to be here by
"Thank God for that!" sighed Rebecca, as she flopped
down into the nearest of the available armchairs and closed her tear-drenched
eyes with an almost prayerful reverence.