THE
NECESSARY ILLUSION: Just as one must know one's truths if they are to remain
valid as truths, so one must remain ignorant of one's illusions if they are to
remain illusions. Whenever the spell of
an illusion is broken one automatically becomes disillusioned, which is to say
somewhat saddened by the realization that what one formerly took to be the
truth wasn't really true at all but, rather, a misconception on one's
part. Thus, by way of compensation, the
shattered illusion then becomes a kind of negative truth, in that one can now
see through it and thereby establish a truer opinion on the subject. So, in a sense, one's illusions are all sham
truths until one becomes disillusioned.
But this realization, this process of
creeping disillusionment, doesn't automatically mean that one is steadily getting
closer to absolute truth, that one is 'cutting down' on one's illusions and
consequently converting the knowledge of their fallacies into relative truth
while simultaneously safeguarding one's inherent or acquired grasp of truth. For as everything exists in polarity, so must
the newly acquired disillusionment subsequently make way for other illusions
which replace those one possessed at the time of becoming disillusioned with a
particular illusion, in order to maintain the balance of opposites.
A philosopher who categorically asserts his
will to truth at any price, and thereupon declares himself to be the sworn
enemy of illusion, is, unwittingly, the victim of an illusion which presupposes
that truth can be acquired without a constant metaphysical price - namely of simultaneously maintaining and
acquiescing in illusions which must, of necessity, enter into his work from
time to time, thereby preventing the ultimate realization of his notably
idealistic ambitions.